Dire Straits Day Two caught John MacArthur off guard. Dire Straits Day Ten caught OZ off guard. Both missed out on the teachings of The Fathers. They lived in a hearsay world. Closed minded to anything Israel had to teach them. In fact, that alone made them anti-Semitics.

We learn when we study the details.

Good combats evil. Evil says dying is better than living. God lets evil show itself so we can make a choice for good or evil. God choosing Israel to carry Torah forward is our marker. Are details important? Why are men born a certain day and die on a certain day? Why is the next month of Av important to us? What clues are we receiving from God about the things of God?

This calf did not become a ‘golden calf’ although he was born at the time of the story of The Golden Calf. He was born exactly 30 days before America’s Great Eclipse 2017, August 21.

17 Tammuz, Golden Calf worship was July 13, 2025 on a Sunday. It was the day Mosch broke the tablets. He came down the mountain in disgust. His brother Aharon blamed the people when he told them to collect their gold for it. Aharon also did not cross over… yet, his family line would do the slaying. They killed those in the Korach rebellion and showed they were not afraid of blood.

Hmm… 14 days later, in a different year? we see God remembering the date 17 Tammuz. On 1 Av Aharon dies. lt will always be known as day of being in the dire. Many dires happen to Israel.

Dire Straits Day 14 will always be 1 Av. It will always be the day Aharon was told to take off his robe and place it on his son Eleazar. The priesthood would go to God’s newly chosen, a son.

Aharon the father would die the day his son replaced him. He had the honor of dressing his son seeing him as priest. God sees the Son Yeshua honored in his dressing as King of All Universe. He is Heaven’s Prophet, Priest and King.

July 26 is a Sabbath and also a head of months for Av. Tammuz closes in the dark as Av opens in the dark of the moon. From here we see Ya’cov tribes start our rocky and their journeys are rocky. They will come into the light when their brother Joseph calls them to come to him.

Sabbath Mattot is called ‘tribes’. Parshah 43 is Massei called ‘journeys’. We move from Rueben to Simeon this Saturday and study Numbers 30:2-36:13.

Few people believe in signs. They don’t expect them. They say coincidence. They use the word lucky or say a person is physic.

I just listened to men honoring John McAthur after his death on 14 July, 18 Tammuz, Dire Straits Day Two. John would not have none about this as he does not follow anything Hebrew. That is the sad part of this millionaire. He made money on his books and college. All to the avail of New Testament only teachings. When you source the back end of your bible you can find things that contradict the text just ‘taken out of context’. If there is nothing else to back you up, you are a heresay preacher. Where else is the verse, “in the twinkling of an eye.”? I don’t see anything like that. But we do see where over a quicken in time that God may act quickly. Therefore, that verse can mean it has a duration to it. Not a blink you might miss as in a twink.

John says he did not believe in miracles. That can come from his Baptist background. When groups deem we are to check the spirits for demons then they think things they don’t understand must be a demon. Speaking in tongues sounds funny therefore John said it was wrong. When in reality at Pentecost they were simply hearing what was spoken in their own language. Things like this run through Christianity and cause different denominations. What a sad day it has been for God’s children to be taught all the bible is not for them. It is all for them but it may not all be to them. I can’t honor what a man is commanded, nor could a man do what woman is instructed. Yet, it all works together for God’s glory to be one body.

John claims to be a New Testament scholar. He fails in my eyes because he does not tie the old to the new. The NT is only confirmed by the old. He failed Christians. He has kept God in a small box because of not studying the original. Nothing was said in the new that was not first said in the old. John Mac died on Dire Straits Day Two.

The Prince of Darkness OZ, John Michael died on Day Ten. Both John M’s defied the original Torah. Both named Yochanan. Both banished The Torah. Opps!

Both had a chance. Both saw Israel on the earth for 75 years and did not ask her what she was about. They knew Abraham (Israel) for 75 years. The rest of the cities Abraham walked through could have ask him about his God instructions. Both Yochanan’s were over 75 years old.

Seventy-five is a marker in time. The next twenty-five years may be without excuse. When Abraham is 100 years old Issac arrived.

I think we should use our time on earth wisely and RETURN to NT Revelation 2:4-5, Return to your first love (torah). It is not your divorced wife. It is God’s instructions which we were to know at one time and return to them.

On Sabbath Mattot Massei we also celebrate the Rosh Chodesh of Month Five. (Nisan, Iyyar, Sivan, Tammuz, Av). It is the Month Five on the Monthly calendar and Month Eleven on the calendar that celebrates the year change. It is still a cleansing month as there is still one more week of straits. It is 21 days long ending on 9 Av.

The ten spies were the first to show their ‘distrust’ of God. Numbers 13:32, 33. They ask to search out the chosen land instead of just walking right in. Mosch did not go with them as he fasted 40 days and nights once again while they were gone.

On Av 10 Jerusalem is destroyed and the temple is burnt to the ground. Jeremiah 52:12. Also, the elders of Israel go to Ezekiel to hear from the LORD. Ezekiel 20:1.

Both Temples lose is memorialized on 9 Av. Av also had the two atomic bombs dropped on Japan. Av has Noach’s dove bringing him an olive leaf. Genesis 8 shows us about Noach’s bird….black raven and white dove. All symbolizing good versus evil.

There are four tribes ahead of Simeon. Judah leads out in the first month known as Nissan. Issachar leads out in May or Iyar. The third tribe and third month is Zebulun ruling over Sivan/June. Month Four is Tammuz known for ‘golden calf’ worship. It is patterned with slippery Rueben. (My husband just brought me a Rueben sandwich tonight from McAlisters. I love them.) August is a bright month with our hot sun. Simeon does not listen well and gets in trouble alot. He will slaughter all of Shekim along with his brother Levi. We are are entering into the month where the world does NO LONGER HEARS. Black Sabbath mourns their member who was about death. Gothic is owned by the man wearing a cross sitting on a bat throne because he has had Parkinson’s for SIX years. His SIX children surround him in love. He promotes suicide that we should leave here for another beginning. How awful~

Pray for our children as they are not hearing. Adults are divorcing and not hearing to remain. Everyone is running to the next thing. They are Reuben slipping into trouble because of lack of hearing God’s wisdom in their ears. Knowledge is taken out of context and called evil. Knowledge is The Torah. Wisdom is The Torah. Your ‘first love’ is The Torah. Yet, the banging of metal is so loud we no longer can hear what comes in the ‘silence’. Elijah heard God within his own head.

Simeon – Hear head up Month of Av – Rosh Chodesh Month of Av is Friday Erev Sabbath July 26, 2025 – Risen Calf Israel’s tribes and journeys are remembered on Dire Straits Day 14, Mattot Massei Parshah! 1 Av, Rosh Chodesh 5785! Aharon’s death remembered on Day 1 Av…no moon! Dire Strait Day 14.

17 Tammuz Remembrance of ‘golden calf’ Aharon built!

AV 1 – Aaron personally anoints his remaining righteous son Eleazar as his successor. Aharon takes off his robe as earth’s High Priest. (EL means God.)

EL anointed his ‘Only Beloved’ Righteous Son Yeshua by allowing the removal of his garments. It was valuable because it was a ‘priestly garment’. When it’s hem was touched it healed because of faith. He returned with blood-stained garments to Heaven’s Altar. Yeshua comes riding a horse with those stained.

Today, July 22, 2025 is the ‘eight year’ anniversary of four of us being witness to a bull calf rising up as the sun set. His ‘temple’ was restored not just with life, but with ‘signs’.

Head up, Right hoof Up as if he was going to stand up. Winds blew 62 mph dropping temperatures in the 90’s to 42 degrees. Trees fell only at the entrance with our daughter-in-instruction leaving. Her young Air Force Guard son was with her. Our fireman son only had an eighth of mile to drive. All checked this calf’s vitals and declared it dead. I put my hands on him praying for it to wake up. I shook his body almost lifting him off the ground. I wanted him to rise up. But only God raises the dead.

The heat permeated with humidity in the close thorn bushed timber. My husband had has a weak heart and could not join our search for the calf. We were 300 feet from the house. Three in our family arrived with not much hope as darkness set in. The cows needed water and my husband was too weak to help. He had climbed the timber and held the calf at 3:00 pm with me. We put minerals down it’s throat with a large syringe.

Another miracle people noted was that we held 21 head, with twelve bouncy newborn calves in fields around our home with just one strand of electric fencing. It was a portable single strand of white tape. When a mother would go off to be by herself to have her baby she would walk through the fence knocking it down. Her baby was hidden in tall grass and almost run over when a four wheeler would try to chase the cows back in.

We had lose cows having to walk them back into safer fields. They would not go without their newborn calves. We never lost one of them at birth or after to heat stress. Our young bull was chosen by design. We have never owned cattle before much less a young bull. His genes were chosen for small birthing weight and then massive bodies for sale weight.

Our Taurus was eighteen months old and then soon became nine years old. He came calm and left calm. He impregnated forty-two times for us before we sold him. He then walked his legs off without a break for open breeding all year long. He covered 21 each year for his new owner. This owner verified that he never lost one of Taurus’ calves from birthing. He just thought the first calf was always a loss and it took the second calf to get one. Yes, no babies lost through this blessed DNA bull. And the calves were not crazies running through fences. His children were easy to work with. I had to agree as our son bought a cow that calved. This calf was crazy always being fearful. One day we just found it dead. No reason I think other than bad genetics.

Taurus came back to us to rest to build his body back before his final sale barn. He then bred his daughter who was Mattot Massei full sister. I named her Mishkan meaning Temple. Her ear tag was 67. She was the 67^th calf born to her owner that year. Yes, he was a very successful breeder. He bought Mattot’s mother and she dropped her baby at the end of December She came early in freezing cold weather. Her owner bottle fed her for a couple of weeks. He was shocked to see that this cow did not reject her baby. Montessa raised up her little heifer (girl) after being touched many times by humans.

Her firstborn was a bull calf Mattot Massei. We first named him Montana. His ‘name was changed when he rose on Parshah 42, 43, Mattot Massei. July 22, 2017 was a Sabbath. It was on The Sabbath humans took hold of him trying to save his life through pouring electrolytes down his throat that afternoon. It was to happen every three hours.

He was exactly 60 days old. Born Monday, May 22, 2017 and died and rose July 22, ,2017. He shows us the number six for man. 22 ‘in the beginning’, ‘in the beginning’. House, Son is also applied to the letter ‘beit’ (2). What will happen eight years later on 22 July, 2025? The Prince of Darkness dies.

John Michael Osborne has had Parkinson for SIX years. He has SIX children from two wives. He places himself on a Bat Throne in Gothic makeup looking demonic. The original Black Sabbath members all perform on 5 July. “Back to the Beginning.’

Ozzie Osborne dies without notice on 22 July, 2025. Seventeen days after insulting God he is taken to his eternal abode on Dire Straits Day Ten. Ten shows us the strong hand of God. It is the smallest letter but having the most impact in the Hebrew aleph-beit.

Abigale’s husband Nabel was removed after TEN days of a waxing heart. When we ask who God is, we should remember God will not be mocked. God lets us play out our lives. If we make ourselves into gods, we will be humbled before the world. Ozzie placed himself high up on a ‘bat throne’ personifying evil in his satanic makeup. He was the king of heavy metal wearing a large silver cross you can’t miss. What does Jesus have to do with this OZZY? You are a little boy never grown up. You are a little boy still needing attention at age 76. You are without God making yourself a Wizard called OZ. How sad to see 45,000 come a worship before you.

The name Black Sabbath alone is anti-Torah…anti-Semitic. These four young children from Birmingham England entered our world and turned it black making Gothic popular.

Two years ago I went to a funeral of a dear friend whose darling sweet daughter committed suicide. She dressed Gothic and wrote her own eerie lyrics wanting to leave for a better world. This single mother left her precious three year old son all in the name of Jesus’ better life to begin again elsewhere. This was Ozzie Osborne theme on July 5, 2025. 45,000 attended that concert in his hometown as The Final concert for Black Sabbath… It was named correctly… John Mathew (Ozzie) Osborne was scheduled to die on Dire Straits Day TEN. The hand of God allowed us to view and hear this horrific demonic sound reaching to Heaven. At age 76 it ended on year 2025… the year of Time To Leave for Prince of Darkness 22 July 2025.

Eight years earlier to the day: A Time to Stay for El Shaddai Estates Mattot Massei bull calf 22 July, 2017. Jerusalem was confirmed the capitol of Israel as President Trump moved the US Embassy from Tel’viv to Jerusalem. 21 August 2017 The Great America Eclipse passed over the edge of our property where Mattot rose up. God’s hand keeps showing up because we know The Lord’s Festivals are true and part of our instructions to guard.

The sign came when talking out loud to YHWH. I was like Balaam’s donkey speaking to him. Why did Balaam not get impressed to hear an animal talk. Instead he argued with it. Humans may not see what is standing before them but animals can. Did this calf see something we did not? I haven’t thought of that before. It was a calm experience for the calf. We all had prayed earlier. I stopped them and ask if we could have one last plea for the calf’s life. Praying in sincerity of heart is important.

YHWH nudged me to pray. He nudged His words into my mouth. They were my hopeful thoughts which came out in words. This has reminded me to declare, “Your words Adonai, not mine.” What do you want people to know, Adonai? How do you want to say to them to build their faith? I believe we are spokesman for God.

As I was about to walk away signaling this project was over, I stopped and said, “Let’s pray one more time.” I had prayed many times watching him dragged off so as not to wash away should it rain. I prayed holding him, shaking him. We all prayed being close to him in prayer. Then the girls climbed up out of the ravine with the two men still standing over him.

We start prayer with thanks. What could I thank God for? Is there anything good about a calf dying? Yet, there was good in the herd being able to reach into the pond water. There was thanks that I was able to tear down the fencing by myself. If they walked away they walked away that night. They did not walk away. They were to drink out of a 100 gal water tank but it’s water had become bitter during the three days I was gone. Yes, gone three days and now this calf would resurrection. It was part of a theme for us to always remember Yeshua’s three-day theme concerning resurrection and return.

“I thank you Adonai for this situation. I don’t understand it, but I accept it. If there is any way that you would give him life, I would be most thankful… my thought, ‘after all this is a bull calf and he was suppose to produce calves… and then my mind said, “No, he’s a bull-calf designed for slaughter.” My thought, ‘We only had three bulls Adonai all born on a Monday, Day 9 of the week. “Adonai, if you would please drop the temperature for all the cows and their young calves. Their tongues are hanging out from the heat. Thank you for the pond water they can drink. Keep Taurus and all of them safe. Thank you for family. In Yeshua’s name I pray…. then in a second, a thought came to me, ‘Might I see a wiggle of his tail, Lord?’ My next words, “LORD, would you raise up his hoof… and his head?” “Oh My.” I thought that was a big request. Why did I ask that? I turned to my daughter-in-law and said, ‘Oh, that was a fleece before The LORD. I should not do that!’

I then apologized to God for laying a fleece out in that prayer. “But, Adonai thank you for all you do for us.” I pray in Yeshua HaMashiach (The Messiah) Amen. My thought was that I would not say, “Jesus’ because that was not his name. His Hebrew name is Yeshua which means ‘salvation’. Yet, if they say ‘Jesus’ so be it. I won’t argue.

My son, daughter-in-law and grandson all wondered how long we were suppose to watch for a ‘tail to wiggle.’ Within moments the calf lifted it’s head first and then it’s right hoof. It looked like it wanted to stand up but didn’t. Instead, it placed it’s head on it’s right hoof that was lifted up. It rested it’s head for a long time. We all spoke the words of Praise The Lord… Oh my…PTL from near the calf and above the calf all were in a gasp of not believing what they saw.

I knew The Lord’s presence was here and yet I knew in my heart I could stand before Him because He takes me and lifts me up. He did not want me to have poison ivy. I thanked Him for the life of the calf.

“I know your presence is here Adonai. I thank you for the life of this calf. I thank you for all the things you do for us. I thank you for making yourself real to my children. I have always prayed you would do that. I thank you and thank you for you loving us. I know that the words were your words even though I thought they were a fleece. Thank you in your precious son’s blood Yeshua HaMaschiah, Amen.

The wind came up fiercely and the guys beat the girls to the house. They had told my husband the story and quickly left to escape the wind.

Ryan back to his home that was just up the hill. Erica and Andrew arrived home safe. The next morning they had to remove a tree branch in order to leave for church. The other branch they could drive around. Our flagpole was laid flat on the ground. It had been weak but this 63 mph wind took it down. It had to be replaced. The calf was well in the morning and the cows and Taurus were cooled off. All was well.

The confusion in the prayer of not knowing what the calf’s life would be about came true as well. He accidentally got loaded to our friend who wanted to buy one of Taurus babies as they were so solid. I had sprayed paint on him and his mother the night before but it rained and it came off. He got loaded by mistake and hauled a couple miles away. I could have gotten him back, but I knew he was to be no ‘lucky’ charm. He was a sign, not to be a wonder.

This friend raised him and loved him. He could not butcher him because of his story. So, we agreed he would take him to Kingsville for sale. He was semen tested so he could go as a bull. He was eighteen months old and looked just like his dad.

His owner had hauled him to the sale barn earlier and then had a road trip where he got stuck in CO snow. I thought he was going so I went ahead to my Sabbath gathering. Thus, no one knew what happened to him. And that is good. He may be breeding as a bull or he may have gone to butcher. God knows what His plans were for him.

Our twelve calves all were named according to the event that surrounded their births. I know them or their mother’s names as they birthed on Torah portions or events. That is another story of praise.

The Mystery of Monday is that it is Day Nine. Nine is the letter Tet which means to twist. All bull calves were born on a Monday. Their lives would end in slaughter. The girls could end in becoming mothers since they had a womb. I tried to keep our girls safe. And, I found an owner who appreciated Taurus genetic coding and bought the other two bull calves. He was so excited to have them as bulls. That is another story as they came back once because they tried to jump out of his horse trailer. He had to board it up and start again.

Yes, none of Taurus sons went for slaughter. I cannot say that about the girls as they were taken to a separate sale I did not attend. The mothers I watched over selling them close by. Montessa remains a prime member of a herd and produces well. She took her first two calves and raised them back to life. She also took an orphan and let it nurse from her. I have loved our experience with cattle and now have calf Sarah who has her story too.

The mother Oakley delivered five cutie kittens on Resurrection Day, 17 Nisan, April 15, 2025. The white kitten was named, Arose. All were given away to homes that would keep them safe inside. The only kitten left was already named Obadiah by my granddaughter. I saw his father last winter and I though it was a bobcat. This young man will be big and truly already acts like an outdoor cat. I would hate to have him mad a me. Yes, I now have my own kitten so The Resurrection Story can continue to be told. It is from God and now I take responsibility for sharing it.

What will you embrace in order to show God is real? Israel just keeps believing in God and fighting for sustain their original land.

Amen… let us remember what Obadiah’s 21 verses are about. Destruction, Destruction, Destruction to your enemies Israel. I will tear all nations down that have touched you.

Yes, we are living with Obadiah and in his words. All false idols are being removed. OZ died on 22 July, 2025 the day of our 60-day old bull calf’s call back to life.

OZ went somewhere. I might guess he is with his friend, The first Prince of Darkness.