yhebrew.com is a unique study of The Creator. Over 1050 articles since this blogs inception of 2015. I began this ‘extra’ journey in 2007. Two years later I found myself walking, The Promised Land. It was no longer promised, but given. ISRAEL is now 77 years old. I find my husband to be Jewish with the name of popular rabbis in Israel. Yes, Holocaust suvivor Rabi David Lau. And his son Benyamin. Yet, Jews are still hiding for fear of intolerance by our world. So since 2007 and now it’s 5787 soon, I come to TWENTY years of struggle. God named this website as I could not get what I wanted to be accepted. So, WHY HEBREW? I typed it out and yhebrew was accepted. I love this name. Why is Hebrew important? Because it is Heaven’s language. Angels spoke it. It is simple and yet deep. It can get to you and make you seem superstitious to others. Yet, I have always hated horoscopes. Where do we place our faith if we look up and worship a Taurus or a Hormuz? But now I see we are sitting again at a Strait called Hormuz. This god has to be crushed. What went around came back at us. Why? It’s The Design. After I met Pastor Biltz I learned to ‘look for patterns’ in all things. That was it. Pattern is just one of God’s sign languages. After realizing earthquakes happen on The Lord’s Feast and take they take their own sabbatical rest, I knew God was in it.
Now, Eleven years of publishing article and not publishing over a thousand probably, I am CONFIRMED. Several books have been in the making but sit in my folders with no publisher. Why? Because every day there is more and more news that PATTERN to our past ancestors, The Hebrews. When I don’t get to talk, I write. HIS ways are so buried inside of me that I was about to explode with all these ‘signs’ and ‘signals’. How do you write when you’re always in an awe struck moment? What I say now is, “Your words ADONAI, not mine.” Because man juggles with the calendar by adding and subtracting over the ages, we accept that it probably over and not under when we see the year. Yet, I will say this to you. God has allowed these years to be expressed just as they are because they are the numbers He is working with to show us His Glory. I accept that on 9.11 (Yes, that infamous date of September 11 in 2001 when the Twin Towers shook America as Pearl Harboe did to get us to help in wars. The Roaring Lion erased The Roaring Twenties… I like to joke alot, too.
5787. Double sevens in the year to be taken seriously. Gas of $3.77 only at the station I drove by. Yes, I stopped and took a picture. Why seven? Because it’s the time of SEVERING. People think it’s rest, but it’s GOD’S hand that is now at work on the earth. Sabbath in it’s right season of patterns severs us so severely that we begin to wonder if our prayer to Jesus was worth much. What we find is that as a child comes to God with their purest of hearts, that we must, too. It is in my early childhood that I loved Jesus. I was the ‘good’ girl in our small town. That ‘good girl’ got married and found that not everyone likes to be good to you. God takes us on a journey. God will direct your path accordingly to His will for you, but it is still you that can fight against that thought. No, I want to name my child Charles. Wife said, How about Aaron. I believe he was Moses brother and a good guy. Okay, whatever you want dear. Doug, Bonnie, Aaron – DBR. My Beloved, Amy, is the girl name that I wanted for our little girl. Oh, I so wanted a little girl. Could I have her name be Amy? Yes, Amy came four years after Aaron. Now we had DBAA. We gave the baby bed to the Salvation Army. Six weeks later I was pregnant. This ‘surprise’ boy would be named Ryan. I do not know why but it sounded nice. There are no Aaron, Amy or Ryan’s in our large families. We had to think outside the box to find names not already used. DBAAR
In 2026 on the Devarim torah portion, I wrote up arguing with God. Yes, yes, I know I’ll go today to class. I read the portion.. it’s called Debarim…. no… more… more? Yes, your family initals your husband made up. OHHHHH. MY… There is was! I woke up my husband and said you are not going to believe this one. What he said from his sleep. God named our family, WORD. He named us TORAH. He named us today’s Torah portion DBARR. My husband was a CPA with every number having it’s place. To think outside of that box truly has been a challenge for him. We are now married 55 years…soon 56. So, since 2007 my brain has shifted to Hebrew thinking. What just happened? I now I understood, “Not even my name is my own! My name is God’s Word.”
Now take that in my friend. As you read these article from way back in 2013 perhaps, you will now see a shift in my writing in 2026. I barely wrote in 2025 because I said, ‘What more is there to say?” The spirit in me was being zapped by those that just think I’m crazy when I see God real ALL day long. You see, I am His and He is mine! I pray that for you one day. Mosch stood on that mountain and wanted God for them so badly, but they did not have that relationship to be able to get that close to God. Mosch came in humbleness. And that is what happened to me on October 7, 2023. When ISRAEL was being slaughtered I fell down the step reading about it. (do not read you phone while walking down steps.) I shattered one ankle. Israel was being shattered. At 9:42 am on Monday I was wheeled into the hospital for surgery. My phone said, “Israel just got permission to defend herself.” Yes, I knew I would rise up and she would rise up but not after being broken. My body was her body. I fasted from TV and being happy. I laid on our family room sofa in mourning and pain as Israel did for months. I could not write as my leg had to stay UP because of swelling.
The numbers TEN, FIFTY and THIRTY-FOUR were told me by a friend that was way way up there listening to God to tell me my next mission. I was to write. I knew TEN was the Hand of God…. (no is was about 10 Tishrei, Yom Kippur…Yes, the day we got married.) Fifty? Okay, Jubilee. (October 7 2023 was exactly 50 years from the 1973 Yom Kippur War…the year and month our first named (priest) Aaron was born. Our Wedding, our first child are portents to 10.7. SEVEN! And 34 is what I was to write about. YES, The Flood year…1334. Hmm. Seven days after October 7 Sabbath was October 14 Sabbath. That Annular Eclipse was saros series 134. ALEPH GIMEL DAHLET. God Lifted and Opened.
Tonight it’s my birthday. I am 76 years old on 2 Elul. Mosch took one day to walk up Mt. Sinai. He is now standing before God on 2 Elul. I am now presented to my father… ‘a girl’. They did not have a girl’s name picked out. Dad wanted a boy. I was named after my mother’s nurse, Bonnie. My dad now had Connie and Bonita. Do you know my name is Beit Daughter of Life?
I have never liked Bonnie but now I love Bonita. My mouth is to declare God’s words to the world. My family is to declare God’s words to the world. I come before this website in humility. You are not your own and I am not my own. Please take your Creator serious because he takes you serious.
Some of my favorite patterns:
Earthquake and Eclipse Patterns
Oil Spills – Perfectly timed to anoint the earth.
Hybrid Eclipses in large numbers reveal Hybrid humans
Jubilee Years * Shemittah cycles * Lord’s Feasts * Blood Moons *
Suffering Servant shows Second Coming!
Constellations give witness
The calf Mattot Massei Miracle 2017
Hand of God in our lives….just incredible!
There are so many patterns unraveling that now in 2017 ‘Adom’s Umbilical Cord‘ is being written.
God’s ways are not our ways. When we view God’s world from a Hebrew mindset, that cord wraps around us drawing us to a conclusion of life-saving pulsating blood.
If we continue to think as the Greek thinks, we hang unto life by a dried-up cord ready to snap any moment, dangling above a burning fire.
Thank you for joining me as God stretches all of our minds to seeing His hand stretching from Adom to you.
hadassah miriam

God is not a respecter of persons in that He treats every person as an equal. The rich are not better than the poor…etc. It is man that disobeys the instructions of God and condemns himself. The basis for happiness on this earth was laid out for all men. It is when men move away from Torah (God’s instructions) that he brings his own sorrows on himself. God does not wish for any to perish as God will hear the hearts of those that repent and RETURN to the instructions of how to live ‘safely’ on the earth. But, the first respect MUST come in accepting that Jesus/Yeshua is GOD. If He is NOT God than we just have another ‘son of God’ that died. It had to be God in the flesh that came and offered Himself for mankind that was the final blood sacrifice. God looks at our heart and when it becomes as flesh (not stone) in accepting His Words of truth, then the Torah becomes a way of life to us and no longer condemns us that we are sinners. Yeshua took the penalty for our sin and now we can live in Torah safety because we FIRST love Yeshua/God….now Torah no longer condemns us…as we are free from the ‘CURSE’ of the law of sin and death. Set free from the CURSE is important to understand. No longer under it’s curse. AMEIN.
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