DBAAR (Doug Bonita Aaron Amy Ryan)
These are The Words (debaar) Parshah 44 Revealed in 2026
Deuteronomy 1:1-3:22 (4 AV July 18, 2026)
On the Dvarim (words) Parshah 44 I woke up talking to God. “Yes, yes, I know debarim is today and it begins with, ‘These are the words.’ Yes, I know ‘m’ makes it plural.” But what about your family acronym? What? Dbaar is what you use in many ways.’ Yes! My husband created it. My sons knew it before me. Yet, none of us knew it was God’s design for us.
My husband is what I call a hidden Jew not recognizing the value of his heritage. The ‘Lau’ came from France. ‘x’ means more than one. Laux came from France, but no one wants to talk about it. Jews spread around the world fleeing persecution.
Generations of years later we arrive in our current history at 2026. YHWH is defeating Isra’el’s enemies. The gentile world is now recognizing the importance to understand Heaven’s language. The Hebrew’s skill of understanding The Bible is being sought after by thousands upon thousands. Churches are coming out of the deception that even began before 325 AD with Constantine.
144 – Go To The Nations ADD (144) The Nations
One is the letter A. Four is the letter D. The number 144 reads ADD. And what were the Jews to do? They were to go out into the nations and ADD God’s instructions to their lives. Yes, and of Israel’s tribes were told to GO… preach the Good News of Torah. Then we have 72 told to GO to the nations after Yeshua Jesus rose up to Heaven. They represent The Nations, as well. Seventy people went down into Egypt and Ya’cov found he would adopt two more grandchildren. Joseph children show us the plan of 72. Hmm… look at that! 72 + 72 = 144.
What is a double witness? It is seen right here in ‘first’ 72 in Egypt and we see it again after Yeshua Jesus resurrection where 72 are sent out. These are the ones will shake the dust off their feet if those cities do not accept their message of Yeshua’s resurrection. Gentiles were also to have the same message given to them. The footsteps of Messiach went ahead of them. They now confirmed what He had told them about resurrection.
The responsibility of the Jew to teach The Nations has always been on their minds. Yet, the Teachers are cautious to teach as gentiles quickly turn on them thinking they are better. Christians must join in and not allow anymore slaughterhouses. Gentles are to accept their words. They must protect them as they teach in the nations.
The earth’s borders are large. In small group we can hide. Yet, the time is now for ISRAEL to secure more land promised where Abraham walked and I would suggest where Yeshua Jesus walked…even Egypt. YHWH’s borders have been declared and walked. Ishmael and Esau are to have peace as they promised their father Abraham they would.
Jerusalem is God’s City. It is Heaven’s Capitol on the earth.
Abraham had 100 children exactly to his credit when he died. This pattern shows us Israel being 100 with many countless children to her credit. He had many children after age one hundred. Isra’el will have many children after age 100.
Abraham was age 75 when he left his father Terah’s location. Today’s Israel at age 75 began to rise up with the United States encouraging her to defend herself. She is currently 77 and truly The Hand of God is on her. Zayin Zayin in doubles confirms what that letter is about. It is the Sabbath. The earth is coming to REST with God rulings, not mans.
The ‘truth serum’ is The Living Torah-man. Yeshua opened the door at 4000 years. Just as the Hebrew letter dahlet declares OPEN, Yeshua Jesus entered history at OPEN,000 (4000 years). Is this crazy thinking? No! We have a very verbal Elohim (God) that is simple and deep in communication. A child could figure this out.
The days of 144 are upon us. ADD – The FIRST is Opening Doors whether you are ready or not.
One is God (Aleph). We are ONE with Him when we think in His instructions.
SMALL TOWN GIRL
This small town girl born to a German father had discipline… no hugs. She learned to hug and still hugs.
This girl was raised Catholic going to mass every day except Saturday. She was married on Saturday. That mass could count for going to ‘mass’ on Sunday. Yep, lots of people at that wedding.
The girl (now 20) married a gentile (21). October 10, 1970, aligned with Pope Gregory’s calendar. October 10 was 10 Tishrei. Wow! That just does not happen much at all. And what else does not happen is Yom Kippur can get pushed around in its dating to keep it off of a Sabbath. Oops! The Fast would be a Fast because this is about the only ‘fast’ God calls for. Wow! We did celebrate that day, but there was a lot of work that went together to make it happen. We did NOT fast as we did not even know it was The Day of Atonement for the earth.
When I began to search out our families’ birthdays according to Heaven, I was awed. I have typed them up and I have let them know. Now they are held accountable for what they know. Will they be in awe and praise. That is up to them. Hmm… another subject that gets too personal.
Married on Yom Kippur. I found this out back in Arizona. I still didn’t know what to do with that fact. Mariage is rough and I felt it’s judgment. But today, I call my ‘first love’ my Jew Boy. I love being his bride. ADONAI has answered my prayer for him to love God’s Words. He loves His bible and even sleeps listening to it. When we get older, we have time for God. He truly wishes he had started sooner. Older people should live with an eternal perspective. They know their time on earth is shortening. What is next?
The Day of Atonement / Yom Kippur shows me repentance first and then comes atonement. Amein. We have both accepted our atonement through one blood only. I claim the name Yeshua as he is from the Tribe of Judah.
I’ve been a Bible Study Fellowship Discussion leader in Iowa, Arizona and Missouri. I have always liked digging in to ‘know’ God better.
In Arizona we found Avi Lipkin alias Victor Mordacai in Prescott, Arizona. My Hebraic roots interest began there. When we moved from Arizona to Missouri I left real estate. We were blessed by God in that venture. I started with no experience and no friends to get me going. Finally, I ask ADONAI if I could have less clients. And could I have bigger clients. And that is exactly what happened. I became The Land experts in Arizona fissures. And I found Harry. He let me list his big home of which sold immediately. That rich neighborhood led to bigger homes. Again, it was The LORD doing it and I let people know that.
As soon as I moved to Missouri, I left for my life’s dream trip, ‘ISRAEL’. 2009 I arrived in Telavi Airport not knowing anyone a soul. The tour group El Shaddai Ministries found me and we have been attached ever since. Pastor Biltz baptized me in The Galilee, and I was able to pray at The Western Wall giving all I have back to YHWH.
The flight was long. It was a quiet group. Strange looking men with braids growing. Ah yes… Jews. Now I could ask them about my husband’s name. “Is this name familiar to you?” Immediately I saw the frown on this Jews face. Don’t you now the main rabbi David and his son Binyamin? Holocaust survivor and son now head of the Shoah? Rabi David was the lead rabbi in Israel at one time. Oh my! There it was. And I would view my husband’s mother’s maiden name listed as a holocaust victim on their memorial walls.
2007 to 2026 is 19 years. I have been digging into Torah (instructions) for NINETEEN years. The depth of God’s love is amazing. And now His face is seen on our children.
July 18, 2026, 4 AV, I have confirmed to me as I’m getting out of bed. “Yes, our family’s first initials spell ‘Word’ (Torah).”
When people talk about the ‘awakening blast’ I keep seeing my own ‘awakenings’ and wonder how long it took me to finally see God in my life. The word ‘debaar’ in my own family is still a bewilderment to me.
There is no other Aaron, Amy or Ryan in our family history. And now I know why. God’s Word is screaming to be heard in them and through them. It is time for all ‘Lau’ to rise up and realize the depth of God in their lives.
WORD, dbaar. Torah – God’s Instructions. There is no legal law implied such as a testament. Testaments are for dead people. We have a living Elohim that communicates His love in many ways. In these instructions we find that YHWH ‘remembers’ that he does want fellowship with us. Yet, he back away when we don’t even search for Him.
Noach was remembered and again populated. What did Elohim remember? He remembered he desires our fellowship with love. He is love in letting us continue to live. We are to love The Lord our God with all our heart, mind and soul. God has one thought… to LOVE us. Yeshua Jesus said that he was going back to be with the Father because they were one. They are of one thought. And he said that they could also come and be ONE with them. Yes, when we are one in ‘instruction’ we think the same. We are ONE
We embrace all the words spoken at Creation. Adam’s instruction about The Sabbath is for us, too. It is for man, not God, Yeshua told them. Sabbath confirms Creation. Day Seven is a marker in earth’s cycles. If we dismiss Day Seven we are dismissing another time slot coming called, 7000-8000 years. This slot in earth’s time is to show us what Adam was to have. Elohim will prove man can occupy it.
The Flood confirms baptism by water. The water and wind show us God’s Spirit. It hovered at Creation. It hovers when you sincerely call. I believe The Spirit brought the cloud to dry our hay on July 3, 2026. Yes, another miracle to record for this property anointed as El Shaddai. When you place God’s name on something and treat it as holy, there is a response.
Noach’s rising up in wood prophesied The Son of Man to be lifted up on wood at the time of Dahlet (4000 years).
Become a child and Trust. Relax and don’t demand God to do this or that. When two or more gather together in my name means in Torah. If it agrees with The Torah it is already okayed. The instructions began there and are for us to claim. When man wants to do something they should have a quorum of TEN. If those TEN agree, then may it be so. Remember, it must agree with The Torah which is given to us from Heaven. As in Heaven so on earth…
MY WORDS on 4 AV
“Oh Yes ADONIA, We do use ‘dbaar’ within our family!“
‘Oh My’ I thought. Even our family code is designed by YOU. I had the 23mph wind at 2:35 pm with the Isaiah eagle close to dusk that day. That ‘Miracle Day’ was July 3, one day before America’s 250th Anniversary. And then I found about great grandson Jedediah and Lindsey Graham having the same birthday. And the day of the hay being cut too soon was 17 Tammuz, Jed’s birthday in Heaven. Hmm. I am thinking all of this with my head spinning and declaring Yes, Yes, Yes keep it coming ADONAI. I knew I was going to class to share something of all of this.
Yes, there was more to come.
I get up still talking to myself and even try to wake my husband to tell him, but I let him go back to sleep. At times I am just too amazed and really what can he say?
“You ADONAI even name our children according to your ‘determination’ for us.
Word! Who is The Living Word? Yes, Yeshua Ha Messiach. (The Messiah).
In that name is the only way I will ever pray after the 60-day old calf raised itself up after words from my mouth declaring it’s head and hoof to show us a sign of life. That was on Parshah 42 and 43. After nine years I continue to tell others of the important of those Torah studies. And, you know what…These revelations are happening again here on this property at those same Torah studies. Wow! After this article I’m going to research and write down every sighting especially doing these Parshahs. I don’t think YHWH has brought me into all of this just for my pleasure. YHWH is communicating through The Torah what we to be doing. Amein!
The calf rose up July 2017. This was happening July 2026. I have tears again in thanks only. We are not our own my friends. We are His to do as He wills. Are you an open vessel? Are we willing to be poured out even as people roll their eyes at us?
I rose up that day and drove about 42 minutes to our Shabbat celebration. Steve H was our leader that day. Incredible Torah leader Jim B had written the Torah Portion on the white board in Hebrew. He beautifully wrote our DEBAAR in Hebrew. I can read the Hebrew letters.
I sat there starring at DBAAR again. My thoughts took me to ‘remember’ dbaar this morning. Yes, I would need to change subjects and somehow tell them my excitement. Jim’s white board was a ‘second witness’. There it was… DBAAR. Doug, Bonnie, Aaron, Amy, Ryan.
I later raised my hand with Steve recognizing me to speak. I told them of my ‘awakening’ that morning. I thanked Jim for writing it so beautifully. It reminded me of YHWH in our lives. I said our families names so fast that others ask me later what I said.
I had been with this group when we studied Mattot and Massei, Parshah’s 42 and 43. Now we were on 44 and more things would happen forty-four before I met them again a week later. From Parshah 44 to that next Sabbath our property recorded exactly 4.44 inches. Yes, confirmation after confirmation that 44 is huge right now.
I did not get to insert about the wind or eagle miracle as by this Sabbath I had analyzed Lindsey Graham and tried to make his report to them about being born and dying on The Sabbath…plus plus etc.
It was now July 29, August 1 2026 that Parshah 45 was to be studied. At that Friday session it dawned on me it was confirming Revelation 2:3-5. So much, so much… Thank you Adonai for MUCH.
I will slow up here and talk about July 2 (17 Tammuz Fast) and Friday July 3, 2026 as Sabbath is coming in. And then we will see that Lindsey Graham died when our calf died. He died on the Mattot Massei parash. Parshah 2017 aligned with Parshah 2026. Their names are The Tribes and The Journies. Lindsey was from The Tribe of Freedom. His Journey took to all nations. Wow!
Nine years to the same Parshahs 42 and 43. Forty-two signals closure and forty-three beginnings. Lindsey a real human was recognized by all nations as a hero. He was a bull calf offering his life for his nation. Thirty-three years of military service. Wow.. One-third pointing to things lifted up for change. One-third of the angels fell and this is to be remembered. Thank you, Lindsey, for Thirty-Three years of military. Amein!
18 Tammuz, Friday July 3, 2026. El Shaddai’s wind blew at 23 mph to dry 24-hour cut hay. The ‘Face of God’ was in that wind and I knew it. It was a 23 mph wind at 2:35 pm. Marilyn Griffin would speak of Revelation 2:3-5 on July 31 reminding me of what our 18 Tammuz wind was about. Yes, I still have idols in my life, too.
I still believe Jesus is my ‘first love’ but that is not what this statement says. It only makes sense when we figure out what ‘action’ did we leave. It was The TORAH.
In 2015 Ministries of New Life had a guest speaker of whom once she arrived here that realized that her message needed to change. This awakening fact was told to Marilyn. This speaker would now lean into Revelation 2:3-5 as being the real solution.
Revelation 2:3 You are persevering, and you have suffered for my sake without growing weary.
Rev 2:4 But I have this against you: you have lost the love you had at first.
Rev 2:5 Therefore, remember where you were before you fell, turn from this sin, and do what you used to do before. Otherwise, I will come to you and remove your menorah from its place—if you don’t turn from your sin!
What was sin?
PARSHAH 41 The Wind * ISAIAH 40 The Eagle
Wind arrived in two forms on Friday, July 3, 2026 as America’s 250th Celebration was happening around the world. It was Parshah 41 Pinchas Sabbath. Tammuz 19 left me at home not going to class. We had a quiet Fourth of July watching the city of Independence explode with lights. Quiet means we did not host, but we watched from within and from afar.
Now on Sabbath D’varim another explosive moment was happening. My head was swimming in revelation of God’s ‘hovering’ over us our entire marriage. It was July 18, 4 AV, Deuteronomy 1:1-3:22. Again these number push forward starring at us… Aleph Aleph. Gimel Daughter Daughter. God lifts his BRIDE ISRAEL.
War is increasing yet Israel’s Prime Minister BB Netanyahu plans to come to Lindsey Graham’s Memorial.
Lindsey died on July 11, 2026 two days after his July 9 birthday. Born on 18 Tammuz (God, Life, Begins), full moon. He dies on 26 Tammuz working in a dark world (no moon).
18 Tammuz (Lindsey’s Heavenly birthday)
Back on earth here at El Shaddai an eagle would soar as Lindsey would soar. He was not a 17 Tammuz baby but a New Beginnings child. On 18 Tammuz in Missouri it was a day of miracles. My heart was lifted up and happy. Yes, it was a full moon. For all the earth to give witness. Yeshua rose up after three days and three nights. That places him at 17, 18 Month One resurrecting. He came back from Heaven’s altar and shows himself at 17/18.
I’m wondering what time Lindsey was born.
18 Tammuz 2026 our weather machine registered wind 23 mph at 2:35 pm. Revelation 2:3-5 was confirmed. Ministries of New Life has been leaning into this awareness since 2015. ELVEN years of hearing something may be enough. Mosch had the Israelites 11 days away from the Promised Land and they just could not do it.
DIRE STRAITS * The message of fear had them go around Moab. The message of the golden calf ‘idolatry’; the message of FEAR from ten was just the beginning of their complaining. The golden calf’ correction is 17 Tammuz. Full moons show us the whole world gives witness.
The Ten Spy correction is 9 AV. Many things in our world ‘face us’ at this time.
Between 17 Tammuz and 9 Av is 21 days. It is called, ‘Dire Straits’. Three weeks is twenty-one days. It is the time of a breeding cycle in cattle. Cows come in heat every 21 days. This pregnancy pattern shows us a time of duration.
Twenty is the letter Resh with the value of 200. Resh is seen as the head of a peson. Ya’cov head Laven head over his family for twenty years. They were unjust wages. Our world still treats Ya’cov unjustly into earth’s Twentieth Century.
After twenty years Ya’cov was able to return to his father’s area. It is now in our Twenty-first century that Israel can stand up as a Roaring Lion. We are in a cycle of pregnancy. But when is the birth many want to know. Ask yourself this question. “When was baby Binyamin born?” Then you can see ‘the pattern’ as to when (Rachel) The Bride dies to herself and The Suffering Son is no longer considered ‘suffering’. Ya’cov could change his name by day eight. He arrived home in time to do it. The Father’s, Son of My Right Hand, will reveal himself at a Day Eight pattern.
Full Moon – 18 Tammuz, Day Two of Dire Straits 2026. The dark clouds came with powerful winds of 23 mphs. Running inside for cover I was praising YHWH for hearing my prayer for no tainted hay worked on on a Sabbath. And, it would not spoil..
Miracles have Ramifications
It was a witness God is real. It is a witness of The Dire Straits. It is a witness of The Ruach Ha Chodesh! Miracles show of God is remembering his love for us. God’s glory is for all, not just a few.
Lindsey Graham and others had just seen a poster with targets on their foreheads. Lindsey was among those marked. He taunted that picture defying it. In a couple of days, he did perish. But it was from heart disease. Sabbath of 28 Tammuz is when he was born. Sabbath of 19 Tammuz he dies. He is Parshah Mattot Massei coming and going. Parshah 42 is called Tribes explaining who they are. Then Parshah 43 is Journeys. The tribes are we shown their journeys. Lindsey Graham was on a journey to righteousness. He died righteous among the nations.
The wind of Revelation 2:3-5 came on Lindsey Olin Graham’s 71st Heaven’s birthday, 19 Tammuz. He began in The Dire Straits and he ended in The Dire Straits. Lindsey led out in the fight against the god Hormuz. I’m sure he stood at the Strait of Hormuz whether by land or sea. The Israelites also had their ‘strait’ to cross. Egypt is Mitzavim. It means a narrow water way or ‘strait’.
July 9, 2026. Lindsey Olin Graham’s 71st birthday. He had traveled back from Ukraine meeting with leader Zelinski. He was asking for more sanction against Russia to stop that war. Yes, he was an offering. On July 1, 2026 he died. Hand’s straight up showing us our Savior’s hands in time of ‘straits’. Yeshua’s hands are pointing to The Father straight up on a stake.
No notice given to see if The Fast of Tammuz as okay to have our hay cut. It was about ‘getting the job done’ before the next rain. July 2, 2026 on The Fast of Tammuz 17 El Shaddai’s hay went down. It was now up to God. I decided years ago to ‘try’ God out on this property named El Shaddai. The Testing! When the hay was baled in the Shemittah year, it went to rot. Terry did not even take it. We let it sit and used it to fill some deep ravines.
TASTING G-D
I love to ‘taste’ God. And He is has proven himself here. I never test God to see if He is real. I know what real is. God says we are to test him. See if he is real.
I first had to set our property apart with setting myself apart. If I serve a HOLY God, I must become holy. I decided to eat CLEAN. I decided to OBSERVE Sabbath. I choose to be ‘set apart’ and celebrate, The Lord’s Festivals.
Most things I can not test as I am not a male. I can relate to a woman’s issues. I am not living in The Land of Israel. There is no longer a Temple. Yet, I have tested this property joyfully and love to see it produce calves on The Lord’s Festvals and Sabbaths.
Would our land respond to releasing it from producing? It’s only hay so perhaps it is not a true test as they do in Isra’el. The olives and fruit trees can be left for ‘free’ picking and not harvested. When I arrived in Israel it was a Shemittah year. There were no planters filled with flowers. Those planters were resting. It was 2009. Isn’t it interesting that the year a pope finally visits Israel that Isra’el was resting all things and not a place of beauty.
Truly, the Pope witnessed Creation’s Day Seven and not his Sunday Sabbath. Sunday Sabbath comes from ‘sun’ worship which is in all nations. It really came about to start their new church and it had to alienate itself from anything Hebrew. Yes, what a horrific thing to come against HEAVEN’s instructions.
Letting the land rest is about trust. Releasing a man’s debt is about trust, too. Solomon just could not release workers from building, building, building for even a year. His example lasted 490 years before ‘correction came’. YHWH’s presence was not among them, and they did not even realize it. Seventy years in Babylon had to happen so Release could be lived out once again.
Some believe if the crops pop up you can take it. And perhaps so. But, I would rather leave my corners for the deer to eat and we don’t even do that. The Shemittah 7-year rest is about forgiving debt. It is in the 7000th year man is set free from debt. When we break the pattern to Seven, we break year 7000. Adam had to rest so we would remember there is still a plan going forward to Day Seven. Just know that all of God’s ways are set to pattern. Man does not have the right to ‘do what he thinks is best in his own eyes.’
Our second ‘great’ grandchild was born on 17 Tammuz. It is this great grandson’s birthday on the Hebrew calendar when the hay was blessed and saved. Jed was ‘five’ years old that day. (Hei / breath / behold).
Solomon was born with the name Jedadiah. Our talkative Jed is very smart and knows every detail and why something is appropriate or not appropriate. May the LORD keep you and bless you Jed to keep you away from the idols of this life.
July 9 Jedediah Andrew 5, Lindsey Olin Graham 71 share birthdays.
Lindsey Graham has 71 years worth of patterns built into his life. Jedediah ae 5 is a leader like Lindsey.
Lindsey never married; Paul never married; Jeremiah never married before Israel was taken captive by King Nebuchadnez to Babylon.
Yeshuah our Messiach came for Isra’el as his bride. Yeshua Jesus never had a sexual relationship with a woman. Totally off The Father’s radar.
Yeshua, The Son of Man, came to prepare Bride Israel for departure from earth. Earth is a testing ground. Can you set yourself free from its bondage?
Lindsey took care of his sister who was seven (7) years younger when both of their died. At age twenty Lindsey was taking care of his Darlene age thirteen.
The Jew Sh’aul traveled to cities for religious reasons. He let himself be imprisoned in order to preach The Living Torah Yeshua to many nations. Yoseph was put in prison. Lindsey stood up for the imprisoned such his friend John McCain. Lindsey Graham was 33 years in the military.
Hmmm… Was Yeshua thirty-three when imprisoned? He did begin his ministry at age thirty. Lindsey is just a man, but we sure have some powerful patterns in him right now. Yes, YHWH will give us things to help us REMEMBER his love. We are to remember YESHUA being offered for the penalty of our sin.
Yeshua Jesus was put in prison and executed. It is our honor to follow that pattern. We fight not against flesh and blood but against spiritual principalities.
Two days after Lindsey Olin Graham’s 71st birthday, he died. He can be likened to Noach. Noach completed that journey and did come out on the other side. Mosch completed 120 years and we see him on the other side. Yeshua dies and we see His resurrection and hundred come with him.
Noach being 600 years old shows us earth’s year 6000. Noach spent one year in captivity. The ‘baptism’ was over and now the ‘repentant EIGHT’ get off the ark. Eight thousand years shows survivors.
CHANGE at Rosh Hoshanah – Adam, Noach, Yeshua birthday parties!
At Noach’s birthday, change happened. Head of Years Month One. It is called Tishrei. Noach was in the ark on 1 Tishrei. The ark roof was removed on 1 Tishrei.
1 Tishrei claims Adam’s entry from clay.
1 Tishrei ‘The Second Adam’ enters no longer made of clay. Trumpets will blow from HEAVEN.
SEVEN – A Programmed Plan
Lindsey left earth a completed man. He finished Seventy Year. He is a signal to Day Seven (7000 years) Now, when we reach Day Eight it will be special. We must complete 7000 years before Eight come happen.
Psalm 90:10 The span of our life is seventy years, or if we are strong, eighty; yet at best it is toil and sorrow, over in a moment, and then we are gone.
When we have our first birthday, we have completed one year. Lindsey completed 70 years on his 71st birthday. (This is how I see it.)
Lindsey accessed the highest authority on our earth, President Trump, two hours before accessing thee Highest Authority his ‘Design Maker’.
This man was designed around The Dire Straits. He was designed around Parshah 41, 42, 43, 44. He was born on Sabbath Mattot Masei and he left on Sabbath Mattot Masei.
My prayer was not a worry but a comment to YHWH on Wednesday, 16 Tammuz, July 2, 2026. When will our first cutting happen ADONAI? You are in charge of it! I trust you with this. Every year our FACE is in it. I pray it not be on the Sabbath or a festival.
The next weekend held The 250th Anniversary of the United States. July 4, 2026 was Sabbath Pinchas. That parshah denounced idolatry. On July 4, 1776 it was The Fast of Tammuz. Did they know this ADONAI? I’ve written many articles and researched this deeply. You will find those articles on this website yhebrew.com.
Mosch, Aaron and Eleazar knew how to stop the plague attacking 20,000 people. Grandson Pinchas was chosen to do it. A spear for the male would be the spear for the Midianite woman. She was a relative of Mosch’s wife. She had brought her idolatry with her and moved it throughout the camps.
The javalen is the spear patterned to hundreds of years later when Yeshua was speared. He was already dead giving up his own life not fighting for it. The timing had to be perfect… 3:00 pm.
A Midianite woman and a close relative to Pinchas. Idolatry continued when you married outside the tribes. This was hard for Mosch because he had married a Midianite as well. He would not divorce her.
The Pinchas study was on America’s 250th celebration. This new government are applying ‘Pinchas Techniques’ in removing Israel’s enemies. The 50 shows us ‘release’. A jubilee in time is happening right now in 2026.
I will remember America’s 250th celebration with an eagle staring me in the face. YHWH lifts us up His wings which is realized in every tallit and prayer shawl. 17 Tammuz 2026 was turned into ‘remembrance’ for good, no longer evil for me. Yes, I will always fast on it to be in ‘remembrance’ that God cares.
‘The hay man comes to cut the thick fields. Wow, that was fast ADONAI. But will Terry bale on The Sabbath since he cut it on Thursday?’ It sure looked like it. No texting, no words… He was on a mission to bale 100 that very day.
He came and went on Thursday. Less than 24-hours later on 18 Tammuz, 3 July, 2026 he had the three fields raked. My husband woke from a nap in awe he was actually going to bale it.
We both wondered about it still being green which meant ‘mold’. It was a clear sunny sky. He kept raking and raking. Our East field would bring Terry his 100th 5×6 bale that day. He little help. Truly God was with him.
Terry told us he was not worried about The Sabbath but that we would have company for The Fourth of July and he didn’t’ want to be in our way. He was the son who accidentally bought the risen calf renamed to Mattot Masei. He did not slaughter Matot but put him out a bull at the auction. Terry laughed and told me his high school football number was 42. Wow! All I can say anymore is that it totally makes sense. Number 42 survived Covid because of prayer in November 2021. God raised this man back up to become a true friend to our family.
Terry is raking the west field. A dark cloud covers our property only. Tiny drops of rain but to no worry. My husband checks his weather app declaring there was NO RAIN in the forecast. I knew what was happening. It’s ADONAI’s face on this property once again. I said, “No, it will not rain. The wind will dry the hay.”
And that is exactly what happened. No rain! Yet, Terry reported that it slowed him down to have to bale crooked rows. The huge rows had been pushed around during their quick drying time.
We left to go eat and when we returned, I drove around the fields to count. 7 from the SW field, 8 from S field and the true east field was still being baled. The directions will look like: 7SW 8S 17E. Pretty good numbers!
It was still light out. I stood on our back top deck taking pictures of the fields. Our families had seen an eagle over the last several years… but not this close up. Behind me is a huge plate glass window viewing into our family room. Birds fly into it thinking it is open.
This eagle must have been flying into this glass window until it saw me. Then it swooped up west and north glazing the roofline. I saw his white face and right eye, his brown under side and his tail feathers. I could not see him any further as he climbed over the house. I still don’t know how it missed my head and cleared the roof.
Yes, I quickly praised ADONAI declaring and now you give me Isaiah 40 upon winds of an eagle you carry us. You sent wind to dry the hay and confirmed yourself being real with your eagle. I knew it was a day of ‘miracles’ once again at the name where His named had been placed eighteen years ago. We built our retirement home with a pond outside our back door. It is a place of refuge with no other homes in sight except two in the winter. Twenty-four acres at 4200 block. I’ve come to realize that even the address where we live is according to His will. Forty-Two is the end year of the sixth Shemittah cycle. It brings matters to a close to then begin with forty-three in the 7th Shemittah cycle.
Elvis Presley was forty-two when he died.
Jackie Robinson wore 42 being the first black superstar ball player. The old ways were leaving. The Blackman would rise up. Amein!
I wear a shirt in honor of Pumper 42 who lost a fireman while serving in an ambulance when a crazy lady stabbed through the heart. It is a sad thing to declare but it is reality. And I just found out that forty-four confirmed itself five years ago in Tucson. Two police were shot and killed. A young male and a young female from 844. That must have opened their eyes to change and take serious OPEN Borders. Chai (life) 8, Dahlet (open) 4, Dahlet (door) 4.
Our son Ryan is forty-four this year, 2026. He took his wife of 20 years to Germany to search out heritage. May he continue his search into his Jewish heritage. It is the safest place to be.
EXTRAS
Ryan was an extra. He makes up the final letter in the word: dbaar. Without him our family would be lacking. Without him we would only be: dbaa (sad)!
I had taken the baby bed to The Salvation Army. Six weeks later I was pregnant. We were ‘career’ oriented woman even wearing ‘career cut’ short hairdos. Climbing ladders is not always a good thing for a mother. Without my husband making their evening meals with me flopping into bed at 1:30 a.m. no wonder there was stress everywhere. ‘God does not take time to make a nobody’ was a good theme. Yet, today I realize God is looking at the non-busy heart. He is not looking for quick prayer or even extra-long prayers. He is seeking us to see Him in our regular lives.
Senior Manager was denied me when I got pregnant. They said, “What will you do?” What will I do about having a baby? I said. I was caught off guard. I certainly would never abort a baby and they would never ask me to either. The timing was off. God had other plans so I kept leaning over my display in full tummy.
I simply said, “I have a great husband!” He will help. It was a good lesson for me. When I hear of someone being pregnant and perplexed about it, I jump right in and encourage them. I truly wrap my arms around every conception. It is God who designed that child to come out of a dark tummy and into LIGHT.
His LIGHT into eternity is the best gift of a human can give back. When the womb is opened with a child that woman is blessed by God. This is tremendous!
I was born in 1950. We lived one block from the Catholic church. I went to mass every day of the week. I was born on the day the Pope declared a new holy day. My middle name is Mary. On August 15, 1950 the new holy day would be called, The Ascension of the Blessed Virgin. No where in the bible do we see this. It is made up. So Mary flew up to Heaven? I don’t think so. She was a sinner just like us. She needed a savior. In fact, every time she said her firstborn son’s name she was saying, “My salvation.”
DBAAR (42 11 200) Now we see what WORD look like numerically. Wow! Yep~ Forty Two, Eleven, Two Hundred. The number are so symbolic of what is happening right now.
Let me my thoughts out At the close of Day Six The Son Lifts Up His Hands for Daughter/House
40 – Government, 2 – Daughter/house, 11 YHWH/Yeshuah, 200 All Daughters
We have a Legislative body to govern The Bride in her house. Held up by the power of Yeshua’s hands to be HEAD!
Wow! My Lau House reads this way,, too. The Word of God is the ‘instruction governing Israel the Bride through the Messiach hands lifted up on the stake as HEAD over all governing bodies.
This confirms TORAH as that governing body for, The Bride. It is planted in our DNA. Wow! Let us all be awed as we enter into the depth of understanding this. The Spirit of God is the one who reveals things to us.
2026: Doug 77, Bonita 75, Aaron 53, Amy 49, Ryan is 44.
The Bride ISRAEL 77
Abraham is 75 leaving The Father – (Yeshua leaves Heaven showing Himself the last two years in wars.)
Fish – 153 sons of God
49 – 7 weeks times 7 weeks…. then jubilee
44 – Nations are Open
After the 21-days of ‘Dire Straits’ the Jews feel they can start being happy again. They can even get married after so much repentance observed from 17 Tammuz to 9 AV. It is the Golden Calf problem and the TEN spies who didn’t think God could help them. These rabbis now are going into The Nations showing us 144… God (1), Open (4), Doors (4). Two letter dahlets (number four with the picture of a door) confirms we are to learn from the Jew the righteous way of living. We come together so the gentile is not ‘haughty’ but appreciative of these rabbi ‘going to the ations’ with correct teachings. AMEIN!
Let us ‘mark’ this in time my friends. It is at 15 AV, July 30, 31 2026 that the Jew and Gentile are filling up together to bring Torah to the Nations. It is 144. God (1) Opening (4) Doors (4).
At 144 AD the first perversion came leaving out any of Mosch or other writers words. St. Marconi called it, The First Bible.
NO Torah in it. In fact, they were burning Torah scrolls.
Yes, I am now communicating about 144 because it is ‘before my face’ all the time.
These two rabbis from Israel 365 were willing to travel from Israel to America to teach us Torah. This is filling up prophecy that ten gentiles will follow one Jew.
144. Aleph Open Open.
It is YHWH that opens Torah to the rabbis to teach us TRUTH. No more deception but honest teachings no matter how much it might hurt to confront evil. Rabbi Fischer taught us the truth of who the real sinner was in the story of David’s children. Amon raped his half-sister, Tamar. Her full brother saw that Ya’cov did not discipline Amon for it. He told his sister to ‘don’t talk about it’. Two years later it is Absalom that takes life in murdering the rapist, Amon. Sin is to be dealt with immediately.
That same Thursday might I also watched an interview with a well-respected older rabbi. In the end of a long discussion with a CHABAD rabbi, they got him to agree that it was time for Jews to RETURN to Israel and consume The Land. It was about TIMING and Now is The Time with IRAN beaten down by YHWH.
This CHABAD rabbi said, “Yes, perhaps it is time for us all to RETURN to Israel if our life’s occupation allows it.”
“May The LORD Bless You and Keep You! AMEIN”
The Command to Leave Horeb
Deuteronmy 1:1 These are the words Moshe spoke to all Isra’el on the far side of the Yarden River, in the desert, in the `Aravah, across from Suf, between Pa’ran and Tofel, Lavan, Hatzerot and Di-Zahav.
ELEVEN Day Journey – ELEVENTH Month (2nd Witness); First Day (3rd Witness)
Deu 1:2 It is eleven days’ journey from Horev to Kadesh-Barnea by way of Mount Se`ir.
Deu 1:3 On the first day of the eleventh month of the fortieth year, Moshe spoke to the people of Isra’el, reviewing everything Adonai had ordered him to tell them.
God is The Aleph. God confirms His Presence in consistency. 11 day’s journeys announced on Day One of 11th Month. (It is 1 Shevat, 40th year).
On this day there will be a review of everything Adonai has ordered us. Yes, it is pattern that we can trust. This review will happen after kings of the earth are defeated. Heshbon is Gaza. These are the giants the TEN spies feared. Who are the nations Isra’ el fears today? They are to be defeated. Notice given to all those living within verse Deuteronomy 1:7. GET GOING!
Deu 1:4 This was after he had defeated Sichon, king of the Emori, who lived in Heshbon, and `Og, king of Bashan, who lived in `Ashtarot, at Edre`i.
Deu 1:5 There, beyond the Yarden, in the land of Mo’av, Moshe took it upon himself to expound this Torah and said:
Deu 1:6 “Adonai spoke to us in Horev. He said, ‘You have lived long enough by this mountain.
Deu 1:7 Turn, get moving and go to the hill-country of the Emori and all the places near there in the `Aravah, the hill-country, the Sh’felah, the Negev and by the seashore—the land of the Kena`ani, and the L’vanon, as far as the great river, the Euphrates River.
Deu 1:8 I have set the land before you! Go in, and take possession of the land Adonai swore to give to your ancestors Avraham, Yitz’chak and Ya`akov, and their descendants after them.’
Aleph Aleph – FIRST FIRST – YHWH YHWH * ElShaddai Powerfully Provides
Eleven is Messiach Yeshua’s Hands straight up on The Stake of wood. Mosch also had his hands straight up. ‘Eleven’ day journey with YHWH guiding them. (Mt. Horeb to Kadesh Barnea by Mount Se’ir.)
Month Eleven Day One – 1 Shevat
It was the 40th year. A time of government. Isra’el will bring ‘The Rulings of Righteousness’ that shows The Messiach’s coming.
FORTY DAYS and NIGHTS Mosch was on the Mountain of God confirming YHWH was with them. He reminds them of their history with God after forty YEARS. YHWH was still there for them. Deuteronomy 1 – The Time Is Now!
SHEVAT is a month of ‘horsemen’ going out on the earth. God Removes man’s peace in order to bring HIS peace. The Son of Man is seen through Mosch here. The Messiach is seen as a horseman riding about. Shevat
Yeshua Jesus reviewed everything He had to do everything in exact ‘order’ so could not deny He was The Messiach. He was The Messiach who even healed a leper, which only YHWH can do. Lazarus name means leper. He healed Lazarus from physical death at four days. Yeshua Jesus came to earth exactly at four thousand years to heal us. Only GOD can heal a leper.
Deut 5:1 These are Mosch’s words not ADONAI’S words. Mosch confirms their past giving us more detail. Yeshua confirms Mosch’s words giving us final details. Neither disqualify the others DEBAAR (word).
YHWH’s words to even Abraham, Isaac and Ya’cov.: Yes, even Lebanon and Turkey! Sea to Sea!
Deu 1:7 Turn, get moving and go to the hill-country of the Emori and all the places near there in the `Aravah, the hill-country, the Sh’felah, the Negev and by the seashore—the land of the Kena`ani, and the L’vanon, as far as the great river, the Euphrates River.
FOUR/Dahlet – The Doorway/path/opening is clear – Do NOT FEAR Isra’el to declare your Messiach as Yeshua. His name means ‘salvation’. To claim Israel is to claim Jewish Yeshuah. The Torah is to The Jew first. Jerusalem is the Center of Education. Isra’el spread out on all the earth to all loving the father’s teachings to Abraham, Isaac and Ya’cov. AMEIN!
The Time is NOW!
Aleph Hei (God’s Breath)
15 AV – allows us to marry again. Our King is coming! Do not MISS the ‘dress rehearsals’. They are NOT found in the JEW’S festivals. They are found in ‘The LORD’s Festivals.’
First Bible 144 AD – D’varim Words
144 AD Bible by St. Marcinon does not have one mention of any Hebrew writer. All twelve disciples were Jews.
So how do you remove The Torah? You remove words that sound Hebraic. We have change disciple to apostle. We change the patriachs from Abraham, Isaac and Ya’cov to a single person easily manipulated. Popes fail. King fail to keep The Torah forefront to the church sheep..
144 AD – Four shows us all the directions on the earth called Four Corners. All Nations ‘lean’ into their own understanding. The Four Corners of the earth are to receive Abraham. His wells are no longer dry. Amein~
RAIN is blessing -I want to point out that this ‘rain marker’ began on Parshah 44. Dvarim (words) Parshah 44 is screaming to be heard.). In exactly 7 days from parshah 44 our weather machine recorded 4.44 inches. The price of gas was hovering at $3.44 driving to several Sabbath gatherings.
Doug’s check was $444.00 and my check was $44.07. These checks arrived the same day two months ago. So what is the message? The Door all nations is opening to DEVAAR. Yes, it is good news to see Israel winning her wars with America blessed in aiding her when possible. Isra’el is in charge of her own safety. We pray for YHWH to help her.
Thank you, ADONAI, for bringing The Jews first to Torah and then us. Thank you for your power in OPENING our minds to your ways. You communicate in signs and wonders. Let us never call your dbaar superstition. You are real and thank you for all your ‘fly bye’s’ this month!
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