August 23 2026 – I start my day making sure my husband is breathing. He is! Then I move to thinking what my purpose is for today. Feed the two cats… Open the garage for fresh air on this cloudy cool day. Nola what does her name mean? She has what two other friends had. Nerve pain coming via her jawline… What a dear person who stands for righteousness and upright political ways on the earth. Help her to speak without fear of pain.

My husband can sleep better sitting up than lying down. He pushes to lie down to sleep. He does not want to succumb to medical stats but ‘rise up’ and live. Thank you, ADONAI, for his attitude to want to live.

August 22, 2026, son Ryan birthday. I birthed him as the Gregorian and Heaven’s calendar aligned. 22 AV was 22 August. What’s that about ADONAI? And what is the year 1981 about? I can guess at it, but to know perfectly it will take God’s revelation. No prophetic words here. I can only speak what The Father and what our Messiah have already spoken. No added words and no added meanings. And no subtraction either. If Ryan is born to declare ISRAEL as DAUGHTER, then so be it. Challenge hearts to move into that.

Ryan means ‘little king’. He marks ISRAEL declaring ‘Daughter Daughter’. On his 45th birthday his two daughters prepare his favorite ‘Thai chicken’ with his wife. Three women bless him.

Birthday 45, Dahlet (4) Hei(5). It means open, behold breath. Second-born son Ryan is 45-years old on Sabbath with the Torah Portion (Parshah) 49 called Ki Tetze, when you go out to battle. The portion is named as to the first few words of the Scripture. Ki Tetze covers Deuteronomy 21:10-25:19, Isaiah 54:1-10. Ryan does go to battle as a fireman. The stress of heat wearing heavy uniforms is not easy either. And, watching people suffer to be put in an ambulance is difficult. His crew tell me it is hard to sleep at times thinking of the things they’ve seen. They bare it alone and don’t take it home with them. For all these years I’ve never heard stories. It’s a private job. I watch these men come back from a fire and go to their rooms to rest up. Hold them ADONAI… clearing even their thoughts.

I pray in thanks today for our third and last child, Ryan. He turned 45 yesterday on Saturday August 22, 2026. He was able to take his birthday off from actively ‘saving’ others. His stature reveals a fireman’s physic. His job fits him… serving his community non-stop applying overtime when he can. Four children. Dahlet. His wife’s womb opened four time with four live births. Amein also to this dedicated ‘home schooling’ mother of four.

When there are doubles, we know the letter is confirmed to mean what it says. Two means double. Ryan is born on 22 showing the confirmation of two. Hmm, if it means double that is really doubling. When I finally post this, it will be 2:12 am. Hmm, I did not plan that, but hmm again. Yes, it shows us Day Six where everything doubles in The Wilderness on Day Six. It makes sense that our earth will feel the pressure of doubles in blessing and closing out in wars and rumors of more wars. It is Day Six’s pattern….

The letter is Beit meaning house/daughter. The ‘Beit’ takes the very shape of number 2. English and Hebrew agree.

Two daughters confirm doubles. Two sons confirm doubles. And interestingly, Ryan’s Beit’s came first and then ‘ish’ the males. God is male and female both. Two spirits in one. Female is the multiplier sowing seed across the earth. God blesses it with sun and water. Day Four speaks to the Hebrew calendar. The sun and moon are set to seasons for the earth. In those seasons God will operate even deeper. He will communicate ‘gatherings’ to meet with Him.

God brings forth seed on the earth with the Holy Spirit acting as water to nourish that seed. Growth multiplies the grasses and vegetation so all LIFE can multiply. Without this vegetation the next days creation would die. The birds of the air are created and they help spread seed. The fish are created so the water even has food for the birds. Everything has order. Day Five is land animals to now eat the vegetation provided. These examples of even LIGHT being first shows us WORDS were first. All things were spoken by who? Yes, the Son is the LIGHT that is involved even in creating all things with the Spirit of God in SEVEN days. These are the things that we are to talk about in order not to forget God’s purpose in all of this.

The Father is a gardener. God in the flesh is called, the ‘Only Begotten Son’. The Son is The Seed. Earth is the garden where all things will pattern. Communicating with God is deep as we do wonder in awe and even call God WONDER! Thus, in writing about God and you think it’s a far stretch what is said here… relax. God cares about ever hair on your head. He cares about every pregnancy and every birth of every creature.

ISRA’EL is God’s daughter. Two on Heaven’s calendar shows ISRA’EL. It is this ‘daughter’ that we are to be like. We are to have our name be ISRA’EL because we also struggle for the same things God struggles to put on the earth…. Righteous ways. Amein to this son raising his children to struggle in putting ‘righteous’ acts upon earth.

22 AV was August 22, 1981.

Our surprise child was not a surprise to God. Ryan has been easy to raise. He is a respecter of parents. He is a servant that is respected by his peers as he gives respect to those peers at his Fire Department over the last eighteen plus years.

This ‘third child’ built a home with hands on in 2010. We built our home hands on too while they did. It was a great time of stress for all members preparing two homes and remolding hills and valley thick with trees. Thirty-six acres to prepare with two homes going up. Ryan’s wife in full pregnancy delivers on our daughter’s birthday, June 15. Double happen again. And, in 2026 our first grandson will see his sweet little redhead daughter born on June 14, sharing President Trump’s birthday, Sunday. Beautiful doubles! Oh yes! Grace Marie will be the ‘second redhead’ but as a Great grandchild. We’ve had nine living GREAT in the last five years here in Missouri. Eleven grandchildren living here and in Arizona. We thank you ADONAI for filling up our generation. May they all walk righteously before you.

After attending my Parshah 49 class on Saturday, 22 August, ‘when you go out to battle’ I arrived back to 4200 hundred block. Would I go check cow 34 in my dress? It was still light out. Ryan’s son Bennet 13 quickly ran out to check their cow with ear tag 34. Grandma appreciated his firstborn son also acting as Ryan acts. Selfless and quick to respond. Ben means, son. Bennett adores his father. He is his father’s right-hand.

Bennett returned to say, ‘Yes’. Bennett would make a ‘second’ trip to the field to take a picture to send Cl ark. The tail tag was red. Finally, they knew that she does come in heat. Amein! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!

So, when did her ‘window’ of seven hours of fertility begin? No one saw her in the morning and now it was evening. Hmm! If the man with ‘ark’ in his name did not come now, would in the morning be too late? CLARK could not come. He was an hour away and it would be dark. He was getting up early to head out for family reunion on Sunday. THIRTY-FOUR will wait until her next 21-day cycle.

EL means God – Makenna’s Birthday 18 August on 5 ELUL * Five is ‘Hei’, BEHOLD

We just entered the Hebrew Month called, The King is in the Field’. God is our Shepherd walking among us to get to know us as sheep. Truly God is real. As we left Makenna’s home as it got dark a quick storm came that knocked Kanas City schools out for two days from destruction. Our property has now registered 7.49 inches for the month of August. That alone is amazing!

Clark arrived at 4200 hundred block for the first time ever on 5 Elul. It was Ryan’s second child, daughter Makenna’s 16th birthday. August 18, 2026. Mishkan means ‘Altar’ had her AI scheduled for Clark to arrive at 6:00 pm. An hour later the gates to hold her were prepared and it went well. We are in Makenna’s front field. I change clothes and arrive to Makenna’s gift exchange. As we leave dark clouds had formed and straight down lightening was happening. My husband drove to our property in the back first. As I faced the three buildings to Ryan’s north I was shocked to see THREE straight down lightening bolts above each structure.

It shocked me! It was like a picture of judgment created by AI. Three black structures. To the left a brand-new barn built of total metal sitting on a cement slab. These structures are modernistic with glass all around even in their garage doors. The mother lives in the far north structure… again a structure of black metal sitting on a cement slab with huge sliding glass doors and windows. The third structure is for her daughter and …….. The two adult females live in the newly built 3500 sq ft black metal structure. It has more glass than the 1000 sq ft dwelling. The enjoyment of the property is rescuing animals.

Three ‘lightning bolts equally spaced were straight up and down. The appeared to sit above each building. Their boom was so loud and sharp it shocked me and I stopped the car to examine what I had just witnessed. No building had fire coming from it. If the lightning bolts hit it would have been in the trees that surround these new structures.

I’ve never seen anything like this even in a dream. I’m still in shock. I know what judgment looks like. We are to be on bended knee right now, so mercy is given. I saw mercy applied right then. The Storms go around us and I am not deserving. Thank you, ADONAI, for mercy in these storms of life.

I made it down our hill and up to the garage. It was not pouring rain. It was a ‘Lighening Storm of Correction.’

And then the ‘big boom’ came. My husband and I knew it had hit somewhere. On 5 ELUL my breath was taken just as FIVE declares it. HEI / BEHOLD! It humbled me and I do NOT take EL for granted. I am reminded to pray for our neighbors even as they do NOT the ways of God. I can only live my life declaring ‘God is real’. That is why I write. I see God all around me. Do you?

Five is the letter ‘Hei’ for breath. God’s breath is on this day. God’s breath is on cow Mishkan. She accepted his gentle push to inseminate her. In the month that means LIGHT, the cow that means ‘altar’ accepts LIFE put inside of her. Even our skies lite up in a ‘light’ show that night. AMAZING Grace… how sweet it is that shows us The Hand of God holding us.

7 ELUL 20 August 2026 * SARAH Flees

On 7 Elul, 15-month old heifer named Sarah rejects what could bring life inside of her. God will now need to move our hearts as to when He wants life to begin in her. She was named Sarah after the Sarah from the Kansas City area that was assassinated on May 21, 2025. She was with her boyfriend Aharon working at the Holocaust Shoah in Washington, D.C. They were both gunned down by an Amalek. The grass was high and we did not know if Mishkan’s new calf was a heifer or bull. But, since this calf was born on May 21, 2025 it would be named either Sarah or Aharon. Yes, this little heifer Sarah is the calf that jumped over a tall gate and fled in inception. She was named according to purpose. God will be the one to purpose when she will have a calf.

ELUL – Daughters of Light

EL means Elohim. EL is GOD. ELUL means LIGHT. Two means daughter. I was born on 2 Elul. Yes, amazingly I am, DAUGHTER of LIGHT. TWO – Beit – Daughter/House. Mosch arrives after his one day walk up the mountain. On Day Two he is more than likely ready to show God his newly carved stones. He is presenting DAUGHTER ISRAEL to EL for the THIRD time.

Month of Father AV * Month of God ELUL

My Hebrew birthday is like my 2nd son, Ryan’s. He is born a ‘second’ son. We both are born with the number TWO, letter ‘Beit’ confirming our journey with God. He is a father born in the month named, Father.

I am born in the month known as EL/Light. My womb opened up for a second son. He was a welcomed ‘surprise’ baby. In this, we see EL in control of every human placed on this earth. They are his intent even if we can’t see through our busyness to have added more children than we did.

I will learn that Clark will have his ‘surprise’ child after seven years. He thought he was in control of his wife’s suffer, but he was not. God blessed him with Beit/two sons. I know he is very happy about it now.

Mosch has walked up Mt. Sinai for the ‘third’ time. This time he is begging God not to leave them. He threw down the first TWO (Beit) tablets. He new this DAUGHTER was already whoring with other gods.

The DAUGHTER had let others into their lives just as Eve let the ‘S’ word into her life.

The first two commandments were on the first stone. Love God… Love Yourself. Interesting concept isn’t it. So, when don’t like ourselves, it’s the same as disliking God for even creating us. Yes, it goes hand in hand doesn’t it.

All of the rest of the instructions have no depth to them when God is not involved in your life. If we allow God in, we see something bigger than ourselves. We see our Creator who can get past our wickedness and lies, to forgive and forget. Being created with ‘choice’ is important. It shows what an uncircumcised heart does, and it shows what a ‘circumcised’ heart to The Father does.

God set apart SEVEN days for us to figure this out. Clark will wait SEVEN years with one son. Clark was thinking he was in control, but he was not. I thought I was in control with birth control pills, but I was not. God will impregnant whom he will impregnate.

WHAT IS HOLY TO YOU?

Why is Sabbath important? What happens on Day Seven? Is our program to go forward to 7000 years? Hmm. Does God repeat and repeat Peter? kidding! Yet, Peter did deny Yeshua three times. Why did God wait SEVEN years to thwart Clark’s plan? Really, what do you think. Write it down on paper right now…. _______________.

SEVEN – Zayin means Weapon

SEVEN is God’s weapon. It’s shape even looks like an axe. 7

DAY SEVEN proves The Garden. The Garden was violated by too many creatures allowed in. Beautiful beings dropped down in to say hello and shmoos the woman. The ‘S’ word did the best job of shmoozing. He sang to her via his incredible wings that were likened to harps from heaven. Yes, Day Seven was stolen. Eve would rather REST to this music instead of ‘walking with God’s voice.’

The fruit seed to not obey ‘God’s instruction’ defied God. So in Heaven so it happened on earth.

One-third defiled God. At one-third (1334) their earthly habitations were buried in mud. Noach’s Ark saved only Eight to show us Day Eight is about rising above all this chaos.

To live in control of your own life shows you consider your way is above God’s way. Even Solomon talks about The Torah disappointing him. How could he get all of these structures built in his lifetime to enjoy them himself. His father David was concerned for God’s presence being in a box. We do not understand that YHWH is Spirit and no box can contain God’s spirit.

What is Day Seven? All of the rest of the days don’t matter in creation, if we don’t have God. God’s hand on the earth is revealed with us watching. Do you think those three lightning strikes did not have purpose? God strikes to WAKE us up. REPENT DAUGHTERS OF ZION. Job chapter 9 declares the truth. We don’t even now God is right there with us.

Job 9:11  He can go right by me, and I don’t see him; he moves past without my being aware of him.

Mosche wrote down the WORDS of God on new tablets. This shows us that we are to write God’s words on our stony hearts so His words can soften our hearts. Soft hearts are open to SEE God in what is happening.

Once our hearts are soft, then God attributes are realized. This is what happened to Mosch. He rewrote the instructions. God then took those tablets and engraved on the back side of Mosch’s tablet. He not only put his finger to the tablets inscribing his attributes, but God also then displayed them physically. God displayed those attributes when God held his hand over Mosch. He was protecting him from death by His covering him. God covers us in all things. He covered me when the THREE lightning bolts struck together. He showed me judgment and I repented for all of us. We don’t even know when we sin. We just live according to laws that established because it suits us.

YHWH passing by Mosch was actually defining the words placed on the stones. God endorsed Mosch commitment to the words he rewrote. Not only did God confirm the stones, he showed the actions that would confirm it throughout history. We can see God in the storms confirming blessing or cursing. I was blessed to see judgment without experiencing it myself. I am thankful for this type of communication. God’s grace and mercy is constantly poured out on us just as it was then. Justice is here. The righteous will rise up through God’s judgements.

Cow MISHKAN is now five years old. She was a January calf that nearly died at birth. Her mother will take her back and continue to raise her. MISHKAN accepts the insemination on August 18, 2026 – Makenna’s 16th birthday.

Makenna is born on 8 Elul. (8.18.2010) CHAI – Life, God, Life, Life, Head, Hand of God (yud).

Mishkan – 8.18.2026 – 5 Elul (5 is Hei/Behold/Breath/Holy Spirit) – God has Mishkan’s altar prepared for LIFE.

SARAH – 8.20. 2026 – 7 Elul… Day of Release! God has Sara reject LIFE in her. Seven (release debt/workers)

Thirty Four – 8.22.2016 – 9 Elul – Sabbath. Ryan’s family gone all day celebrating. His cow is in heat with no one checking her during the day. No AI will happen as Clark leaves early Sunday morning for a family reunion.

SARA FLEES – No Laughing

On Thursday, August 20, all was going well until young Sarah was agile enough to jump. Cattle have hooves that are split to help them jump. All was well until she reached the end of the shoot and had no place to go but up. Yes, she jumped out and headed north to her mother. I was shocked but glad her legs made it over the wire fence. Abram’s Sarah had to wait for her firstborn, too. I was relaxed for her to wait to be bred for a fall baby and not have her firstborn in the heat of summer 2027. We will see what God intends for her.

Heifer Thirty-Four is three years old. She should cycle again in 21-days. Her DNA genetics is proving her for slaughter. She is huge. Her black Angus DNA is built for short legs and thick in torso. Short cows do not need more calories. Larger cows require more food.

What is God’s plan for 34? She is currently worth more than $4200 even sold empty. Empty means she is not carrying a calf. The price of cattle is like gold. Who would have thought gold would peak over $5,000, but it did. Cows that were bought for $1100 are now four times that. Why is meat high? Because hay became expensive. Why is hay cheap? Because there are no cows to eat it. Yes, it’s all about supply and demand.

MARKETS ARE UPSIDE DOWN IN SIXTH CYCLE

So, an 18-month-old heifer or bull calf are currently selling for $4200 and could be $4300 at this writing. Truly an Upside-down market in our upside-down world. Who can buy in? They aren’t. It’s time for change!

Forty-two being the last number in the sixth Shemittah cycle refers us to the ‘end of a situation or matter’. I’ve talked at length about this so let’s accept Day Six of Creation is moving into Day Seven.

Today, I got an article where an entire herd is told to put their cattle down. Why? Not sure, but it’s all about food control.

Forty-Three lifts itself up to begin again. It is the first year of the Seventh Shemittah cycle. It releases debt so things can be affordable once again.

144 ADD

God designed a system to ADD life to earth. Adam was added. Men are added to earth to have dominion over it. FORTY FOUR sits in the Seventh Shemittah cycle. We ADD us to take God’s Instructions to ALL nations. The Messiach will return to earth to rule only when The WORD of God consumes our earth. Why? Because in order to bring Heaven to Earth, the same instructions must apply. Heaven’s instructions came and went when God was insulted. Yeshua our Messiach lived out those Instructions on how to walk. Once we WALK on the earth as Abraham did the WELLs of Salvation fill up. This world will pass away to ADD and ADD and ADD peace through Torah and Yeshua known as The Living Torah of God.

Earth is in chaos without Heaven’s instructions. The Torah makes sense of God’s words. The Torah is our ‘first love’ that got lost. Man made up their own ways including religion. Revelation 2:3-5 tells us to RETURN. Return to what? The original stories and lessons. Eat from God’s Tree of Life. Yeshua Jesus is our Tree of Life. This Tree will not be cut down. The Living Word of God is now permanent and growing on our earth. It comes through us understanding God is real and right there with us. Job 9

CL’ARK’ – Explains LIFE * SEVEN Hours only

In one week, I had called this man named Clark to our property THREE times. Our three cows all came into heat the same week but every BEIT (2nd) day. Three DAUGHTERS/houses to inseminate. Clark explained what was going on. An egg has seven to eight hours to draw sperm to itself. The egg released can be on the left or the egg released can be on the right. This is just like in a woman. And now I’m wondering about a herd of cows or woman. Does one come in heat aiding the heat of the other? I’ve known woman in families who start cycling together. Even close girlfriends may start cycling together. I wonder about many things.

He must set the selected semen exactly in the middle for it to be successful. The egg will draw it to itself. His wife understands this and she told him that the only difference between a cow and a human is the cycle time. A woman is given a 28-day cycle and a cow a 21-day cycle. I connected this to God’s cycle for man. We are connected to the moon’s cycle of 28 days.

God is amazing in using cycles. We sit in life trying to decide which way to go. To the left or to the right. Every month we might change our mind politically according to the persuasion of the news or a friend. Our minds belong to God so I would like to cycle with him over man. We choose LIFE when we chose YHWH. When we realize we are hopeless in trying things our way, I will call that release. We can stay neutral, but God tells us NOT to be ‘lukewarm.’ He prefers us to be either hot or cold on His ways. Lukewarm gets spewed out. I don’t think saying a prayer unto loving Jesus is enough. If the heart made a decision, it needs to kick the mind into action so the feet and hands work.

I do know that the ‘markings’ on our head is related to what we think. When we think wrong it removes God’s mark on us. When our minds are imprinted into The Torah and The Blood then our hands will have the right markings on them. Our hands get dirty because our mind agrees they can get dirty. Why does Clark get his left arm covered in poop? Because his left will work with it to put LIFE in a cow. LIFE is not possible without two hands working together. Spiritual life is not possible without Yeshua’s two hands being held straight up on that stake 2000 years ago.

The two is daughter/house/son. Yeshua is The Son of Man hung on a tree with his hands pointing straight up to God. Mosch when bent over or sitting down caused the enemy to win. When Mosch hands were straight up, even with the help of others, ISRAEL/Daughter was pregnant with success. They would LIVE to be able to cross over.

The second time Clark came here I told him how I remember his name. The class was a couple of weeks long. They had us practice on people around the room and in life. Remembering takes effort. It is intentional. If someone doesn’t remember, it shows that they never really cared enough.

It had to be a dramatic in some of our testing. The person who had my name said that he took a bunny rabbit and smashed it on my head. He visualized red blood pouring down my face. Wow! I was grossed out. I have not forgotten about blood running down me. And, he was right! I do have Yeshua’s blood poured all over me. I am thankful for that salvation.

So, how did I remember Clark? I told him that he is Noah. He puts animals in arks. He puts LIFE in cows wombs that I now call their ‘ark’. Yes, it felt good to tell him something positive about himself instead of a bloody bunny. It was good to speak about his work being good instead of people saying to him, “How can you stand doing that?”

And when I ask him how long he had done this, he said over forty years. That perked by ears us. I said, “42”? I told him to think about it and let me know the next time I saw him. I told him that the vet that came in 2017 to examine my horse Oreo was forty-two years in that field. My horse died from not being able to swallow from two lumps at his throat. Hmm… I won’t say anymore.

The next time I saw Clark was two days later. At that time he met my husband. He told my husband he has been doing this forty-two years. He said it was hard to get others to do this as not many youth want to deal with cows, poop, strange hours, precision insertion and pricy ice. The many types of straws of semen have to be held in 320 degrees below zero. There are people who invest in semen 75 years old and watch it rise in price. Yes, there are many different things for man to invest in he said. Not many think of this as one.

He shared with me how they got their second son. I told him why our children were spaced four years apart. He shared why his second son was seven years from their first. He was an accident. He never told anyone that she was pregnant. One day he told his workers that he had to leave as his wife was having their baby. They were shocked as he had made no mention of it.

He married his wife knowing he babies would come via C-section only. He had seen a cow split open to remove it’s baby. And then he saw his wife split open in like manner before the technique they use today. He said he just could not stand that for her again. My mind knew that God did it. At seven years he would be blessed whether he trusted in God or not. It was God’s intention for that second son to be born. He was planned from the foundation of the earth.

FORTY-TWO years of experience would make Clark age 27 when he learned leaned into this procedure. When Clark turned into our lane, I told him he was turning at Block 4200. I did not understand God when we purchased this thirty-six acres. What I can tell you know it that God knows exactly where you are to live.

I’m going to lean into this just a little more to make a “God Point’ of reference. Ministries of New Life founder’s home sits at 4200 block in Kansas. They built a new home and have completed FIFTY plus a couple of years in that same home. This couple has helped transform lives physically and spiritually from their basement. In its later years the basement transformed into ministry offices with a kitchen.

“NO! Sorry! We leave early Sunday morning to a family reunion.” Cow 34’s ‘ark’ would not be filled.

Ryan’s personal cow with ear tag 34 would now wait 21 days to cycle again. They did not name this cow because they thought she would be butchered and in their freezer.

To me when I saw this cow arrive with ear tag 34, I immediately connected her to the correct Flood year. I knew God was declaring THE FLOOD of types for our earth at this time in his history.

In the fall of 2023 I had the strangest thing happen to me… a ‘word’ from God. Hmm. I knew Josie but not really. She was born blind from birth and came to gathers in her own world at times being very sensitive to her spiritual surroundings. So, when she called, I was quiet and listened. She was so ecstatic saying Bon… you need to see what I’m seeing…and then she quieted and said, “Hmm, yes, you’re different… okay..I have a message.. It’s strange.. okay, I said.. You’re suppose to write. Yes, I know it’s confusing, but you’re suppose to write. Okay, I was slowing down and busy but I would try again. And, she said, it’s about numbers… Okay.. TEN.. In my mind I knew it represented The Hand of God… I knew that one but was I to research it again? And FIFTY… Okay, I knew it was jubilee… Hmm. Okay I said… And, one more she said… 34. Hmm. I was good about that and I said to her, “That’s the real date of Noach’s Flood year.”

As she began to tell me her thinking on it, I already knew the assignment… Was there any more? No, that’s all but B….this is incredible where I am… She truly was in a place of exaltation but my place for here for common sense is how I was wired.

If I’ve learned anything these last years since 2007, is that YHWH is building His Bride on our earth for us to attach. Idolatry comes first and then the wars and rumors of more wars. It is when we say ‘Where is God? that our lives fall apart.

This is why Jesus wept when two woman blamed him for their brother dying. They loved their brother’s life more than what it would cost him to live around him. Yeshua Jesus time had not yet come and he stayed away. They had already sought to kill him and he had to walk through them to get away. Right there they could have said…He’s God!

That type of ‘kingship’ was not yet scheduled. It was Lazarus dead for four days that was to pattern The Messiach waiting four thousand years to make ‘The Suffering’ entrance.

Yeshua appeared through Adam, Noach, Abraham’s exact location on earth. Their lives pin point the longitude and latitude of what God calls, The Place. Son of Man means God in the flesh. There are portents that point. These are for our delight to discover.

Three female cows are all that is left of our ‘herds of blessing’. Young calves were bought with a grandson’s military bonus check. That first grandson was thirty years old 14 August, this month. He has four children five years and under. And, yet, they are all born according to God’s calendar. And, it is this firstborn son and grandson that was to witness God being real in his life on July 22, 2017 as Parshah 42 (Matot) and 43 (Masei) were applied to our lives. Four people would begin a journey in the dark thorny twigs in 2017 to review their lives now in 2026. It is tet (9) years later. The twisting year is hard. Did we each grow toward seeing God real or further away saying God certainly could not have done that.

Idolatry begins in our mind. At this very week in world history we are repenting for ‘NOT entering The Land; when two said, God can do it. TEN said, God was not able.

We are ‘repenting’ for setting up ‘gold’ before us. The calf was made in an image familiar to Egyptians. Our bull was named Taurus because the letter Aleph means Ox, strong. God is our strength. Our young eighteen month old bull had thirty-five connected to him. I knew he was to be a blessing. After he finished his course of my desire for home to service 42 cows, I allowed him to continue serving by selling him to service only. I would not slaughter him for us to eat. In fact, I added to his name. He left here in my eyes as Aleph Taurus. Our first bull. Strong in his DNA to produce small calves so none would perish at their birth. Cows in calving their firstborns were to be safe.

God-sightings in English play out better for humans outside of Heaven’s language to comprehend. Hebrew thinking was the original from of communication. I’m very comfortable with it, but it frustrates others. It is one thing to understand the letters, but it is another to see ADONAI act in and on them.

THIRTY-FOUR will cycle again in 21 days. A woman cycles in 28 days…as does our solar system. (Hmm. Cows can produce more than a human in one year… I’m sure the female human says..whew!)

Cattle producers gain more food for the earth in a 21-day pregnancy cycle.

Where is mercy? Mercy is in understanding pregnancy and timing. If our cow Mishkan (altar) is pregnant from her AI on 18 August, 2026 she could calve 9 mths 10 days later. I have not calculated that yet because it’s God’s timing, not ours. He can have her come early or late… according to what He wants us to witness in that birthing.

My concern is for the cow. Will she deliver in the freezing cold in January or February? I would hate that for her. Do we want her to suffer through being pregnant in the hot months of the summer?

I was an August baby born in 1950, a jubilee year. Did we have air conditioning? I think not!

Ryan was born in August with my ankles swelling from the heat. Laura delivered her firstborn Jedediah 8 lb, 6 oz, July 9. Her third born Silas 9 lb. 11 oz July 23. Her most recent sweetie came smaller and as a tornado swept through trees above both of our homes. We lost electricity, she did not. Grace Marie 6 lb. 1 oz came on June 14, President Trump’s 80^th birthday.

June 14, 2026 was characterized by ‘World Class Boxing’ on the White House Lawn. Yes, President Trump wanted to make sure the world knew we were not wimps, but fighters. America would not be knocked down. God was seen RISING up in 2026 through righteous acts denouncing wickedness from other nations invading her Republic.

Day of Blessing – Chai (life)

August 18, 2026 – Ryan’s daughter Makenna 16^th birthday. She was born on 8 Elul, 8.18.10. Her birthday wishes from me had been heightened. A granddaughter born with CHAI lighting up the skies in the Month of Elul known as ‘Light’.

Eight doubled is Sixteen. Hmm.. Yes, even that confirms her as CHAI LIFE our world is now going to be given.

So, what happened on her birthday? She had lots of friends over Sunday afternoon and evening. The heat caused electricity to go down around 3:00 pm until 7:00 pm. They used flashlights in the basement to glue beads on their books.

Tuesday, 18 August, 2026

Makenna attends Lees Summit home school, Odessy movie, family eats out. At 9:30 pm we take her our gifts.

Her birthday is marked while she is gone, with the first AI ever done at property 4105. Mishkan age 4 was guided into a pen with her yearling calf and cow 34. She was guided into a narrow shoot where she tried to climb but could not.

I named this yearling calf Mishkan because I wanted to taste God through her. Would she be the cow that would point us to The Temple or altar built in Isra’el? Would it be the real Temple coming from Heaven? She wore the number 67 as an ear tag. She would be the 67^th calf born to her owner that year.

Six Day War – June 1-6 1967 – The Gate of Jerusalem Won!

When she arrived with that ear tag, I knew she was about Jerusalem and The Six Day War of 1967. The Gregorian month was June (Month 6). 6.6 ’67. (666) was declared in that war defeating Egypt, Syria, Jordan, Turkey.. all Arab states wanted Jerusalem as a ‘just because’.

Suleiman and others have tried to take over Jerusalem but eventually disband. Now, when calf Mishkan is bred via AI, I read in the news that Israel Police are allowing a form of praying from The Mount. Day after day it improves and soon they will pray their own prayers and not a prayer handed to them. AMEIN to this time in history of see ‘the altar’ being given to The Promised!

Made up religion is being wiped from the earth. Turkey is The Ottoman Empire. This is the enemy that continues to bring The Prophet Daniel words alive to us.

The Pattern shows (666) MAN MAN MAN / and and and to the earth for 6000 years to finally seeing close at Forty-Two.

Forty-Two is the last number in the Sixth Shemittah cycle (year 36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42). It does not matter about year, but the number itself. The communication with God is through His numbers, letters and symbols. A child can understand this and witness God around him.

She had been on at death’s altar as a new born.

In 2015 our property brought many calves around the age of eighteen months. Then we bought a bull and named him Taurus symbolizing God’s strength on our property named El Shaddai.

The 60-day old calf rising up through a specific sign of head and hoof lifting up began to show faith or co-incidence.

The young mother Montessa will be the mother of two calves of which will both be in ‘dire straits’ early in their lives. Her first calf is touched by four different humans trying to give it electrolytes to save it from dehydration on 22 July 2017. It is the Sabbath and Parshah Matot Masei. It is also the day Ozy Osborn, known as Black Sabbath dies after presenting himself as God of ____. Within an hour of his being cheered on as god, he dies in an elevator taking him to his room in a wheelchair.

None of our calves were named until I noticed something special to name them about. The heifer calf having her firstborn on the day my sister and her husband were moving out of the subdivision Montessa at Gold Canyon Arizona made sense for me to honor them. My sister and her husband James lost their daughter Jill to a heart ambulism when they’re third child was just 7 weeks old. Adrian would grow up without a mommy. He had two sisters, age 7 and 8 whose hearts were broken when they’re mother was taken at Rosh Hoshanna 2012. I found myself in Iowa placing her into the ground at Yom Kippur, 10 Tishrei started at dusk.

Oh how my heart broke for them. And to see this happen at The Lord’s Festivals of declaring his shofar blowing calling us out was way to much to embrace them with. It is will hard for all of us and so I guard my words carefully. Yet, is now through animals that I try to explain God’s ways.

And, I wept even today not to touch human life but anything else we might value. I see wombs empty because of disbelief God is that real.

Let’s go back to closing this Sunday, August 23, 2026. Every Sabbath there is something going on in our family whose initials declare The Words of God. DEBAAR means WORD. Yes, our family is not their own. Every child given, every bride given to have every grandchild is ordained by God. I AM is there and loves us so much that HE alone will move us to tears.

His Festivals are not the Jews festivals. They are The Lord’s Festivals that all of us declare as correct for the earth.

What is valuable to you? Whatever it is, God will touch it to ‘catch’ the ‘twinkle’ in your eye to see if you believe this way of communication or not. There can be no smirking just ‘AWE’. We don’t have to understand God-sightings, but we do stand back and be in ‘awe’.

If we do not declare ‘God sightings’ faith is lost on our earth.

My experience tells me this to be true. I’ll be quick with his but perhaps I should not be quick. What do you say when Josie says she saw two angels come in our meeting area when friend Delp… was delivering the Torah Parshah? I stood in awe and pondered it. That was probably FIVE years ago.

In 2023 I have this same woman call me and you know her feet are truly off this soil. Yet, today when I ask her about it, she doesn’t even remember it. Why? Because she was used for a couple moments in God’s timing. It may never happen again.

Do you know my prayer? Please, please don’t leave me!

Oh I know I can live without my head being turned to seeing God-sightings. Yet, I want to see them to give testimony so others can become strong in faith.

On Sunday, August 9, 2026 friend Tam R. hosts a gathering at a library. I know my place is to be out and about among others giving testimony about July 3 23 mph wind coming quickly and an eagle just missing my head as I stood on our upper back deck. It was Isaiah 40 for sure.

Thus, as I walk again among men humbly now from almost dying in November, 2025, the message is clear… Repentance is NOW!

After The Library I’m invited to ihope where harps are to be played. There was no harp as the praise and worship was beautiful in dance. And others were touched with healing because of their faith. And yet, at the closure it was told that ‘two angels’ were present.

Yes, it’s the angel sighting again. And, there was healing for Linda who battles cancer cells. She was praying for healing during a lot of the music and flags were waved as to bringing heaven to earth. Amein!

Oh what a glorious time and days that I’ve been experiencing as I’ve come to my friends in humility not pride.

Back to the beginning… 2014 / 2015 held the Four Total Blood Moons as markers. In 2032 / 2033 Heaven’s glory will again be seen in Four Total Blood Moons. They are eighteen years apart.

This is not normal. And what is even more not normal is that they declare The Lord’s Festivals in the first set and the last set. But what is even more key is that the last set one of them happens on PURIM. It is the day the Hebrew could now DEFEND themselves pre-emptively.

And what is Isra’el doing now? We are pre-emptively striking IRAN and others because of the threat of ‘nuclear’ going off on our earth.

These signal in the heavens are witnesses. Between these signals wars lash out. What did Sodom and Gomorrah teach?

1. First FIVE kings were removed by Abraham himself.
2. Isaac was announced to be born in a woman’s cycle of pregnancy.
3. Sodom – A total of five cities were destroyed by fire and brimstone from Heaven. Because of the Communication Pattern we can count on this again but on a world-wide scale. 1. FIVE nations surround ISRAEL on all her sides. When we count the Media War and Antisemitism War it is Seven sided. 2. The Messiach will return when The Torah is place back on earth. What is meant by the saying, “Blessed is he that comes in The Name of the LORD!”? I plead with you to believe me that it is The TORAH. How can Jesus come back just to those speaking English? He was ADDED (144) to ALL Nations. Heaven’s language is ONE with God as Jesus is God. In Hebrew God’s son is said with a ‘y’, no ‘j’ please. England created the letter ‘j’ a coupled hundred years ago.
4. SODOM is our world full of tares. Nations that stand up tall begging for us to believe their faith is the correct faith. Do you know how to test this? The Bible says that we don’t have to wait for a prophets prophecy to happen or not happen. The test is if it violate The Torah. Sodom is the ‘removal’. Sodom is removed because it removed. Sodomite remove God and make themselves gods.

My minds wakes up thinking about this. What was Cain’s sin? He wanted to remain first. The pride of being born first so empowered him that he even killed Number Two. He actually killed his own flesh and blood brother to remain Firstborn. And how would he continue? He moved to another area where Grandpa Adam’s words could not be heard.

The spirit of KING settled on Cham. His family wanted to get rid of Noach. Kush stole the coat that represented the first man every created, Adam. That coat was handed to Noach to show all men that Noach was to be respected as a ‘firstborn’ of types from before The Flood. That coat never showed it’s age.

Kush produced a son named Nimrod. Kush regained the coat later in life stealing it from Noach and Shem. Noach and Shem hide in caves as did Enoch when he was writing down the history of HaShem before HaShem removed the spirits born to woman at that segment of time.

Nimrod abused the power of the coat and thus he was removed by Esau throwing a spear through him. Esau feared Esau’s guards were going to chase him down and kill him is how the real story reveals. The covenant bowl of lentil soup and meal shows us the transfer of ‘firstborn’ was completed willingly by Esau to Ya’cov. It is the sons of Esau that realize their wealth was affected and now they would be slaves to Ya’cov instead of enslaving Ya’cov’s family.

The records show that Esau’s own children force him to fight against his brother Ya’cov. It is Ya’cov who finally throws a spear through Esau’s heart and his armor guard, too.

God’s altar on earth is to have One Seed ruling it. This Seed is planted into our hearts. We read about this seed promised form The Foundation of the Earth. The Seed OPEN the door when? What number if OPEN? Four!

Yes, the patterns do not fail us. We can count on each letter revealing itself more and more as history is worthy of it receiving it’s message.

My understanding of D’varim (DBAAR) being by The Hand of God on my life would have been to prideful for me to handle before I almost died and saw how unworthy I was back in November 2025. Today, I can tell you that on Sabbath D’varim I awoke saying, ‘Dah…that took a long time to see… And yet, I knew it had to be ADONAI in my life saying, Yes, now you can tell others.

Because in humility I say it to you here in this writing. If I don’t write one more message to this website yhebrew.com, then I won’t. Because I know whose I am. That is what I want for you.

I don’t want to keep talking about cows and cats and miracles here~ I want you to understand God love you and wants you to see Heaven open to you. In this Hebraism you will see God real and you will DIE for Him if necessary.

Parshah 42 and 43 became real to me in 2017.

Parshah 44 was next and became real to me in 2026.

I know without a doughtthat God named our children. I know that he is birthing each our grandchildren to their own story. I will write an article to show your their dates. And, what if they are born on The Fast of Tammuz a day of idolatry? Then so be it. It is in remembering the ‘idolatry’ that we ourselves guard against it in our lives.

And what if we are born and married during The Feast of Tabernacles? When so be it. The crux comes when we don’t tell about it. Yes, my family is living evidence of bad things happening when we ‘blink’ an eye at it.

Right now I want to warn all of us. It begins over starting July 18, 2026. That is the day I started telling my children that God named them not their parents. They are God’s children designed to learn Heaven’s words.

If they do not follow God’s mandate for their lives, they will see bad happen to correct them. I almost died to be brought to ask for forgiveness for anything I didn’t even know I did. It is called, ‘sins of ignorance.’

Yes, we do things not even knowing how we offend someone.

It’s now 9:00 pm on Sunday night and my husband is not yet home from church. I’ve walked around our home weeding and cutting off tares. I picked the last black berry and swallowed it without washing it. I’ve pet my two cats I never really wanted but knew I had to have them.

And, now I tell their story and they follow me all over this property when I walk it. I did not chose the name Obadiah. He was a tabby kitten that would get big. He has a white throat and stomach with all four feet being white. He is neutered and I now love him. He purrs when he is fed because he knows that when I really scratch his back. He is green eyed and now very kind children. Who was Obadiah? Wow. He was in the house of Ahab and Jezebel. He saw how evil she was an how she influenced her husband to do evil things. She hated The Torah. She threw it out. Obadiah prophesied how Israel’s enemies would be crushed.

He was born tax day, April 15, 2025. On Heaven’s calendar is was 17 Nisan. I know that as our Messiach’s resurrection day. Oh yes, I knew ‘the story’ had to be told. I knew I would now own my first cat since being in Iowa with Ryan growing up as a four year old on that farm.

Then on my birthday 2 Elul, 2025 that same mother gave birth to five kittens again. Four Months and 11 days apart. God was in it. It took two months for the purest of them all to be mine. She always had white kittens and the last couple of times they were blue eyed and seal colored. Yes, his name would be Mosche.

And even thought his half brother was now just six months older, I still feared for his life. Obadiah would place this kitten’s head in his entire mouth and I was waiting for him to chomp down on it. Mosche learned to fight for himself. These two now love each other.

So, why do I lean into these animals? Why am I concerned when I try to get them pregnant out of season?

It use to be easy. It’s easy to let life happen to you. It’s easy to then look back and see God in it. That is what MNL leader is like. They did not know Heaven’s language yet. Yet, after forty years of ministry we can look back and note that they too had God moving them on His special calendar. It is in the ‘darkness’ that God works. And when the ‘light bulb’ finally comes on, you can only stand in awe.

Marilyn lives at block 4200. Jews were persecuted fifty years ago yet built homes around her area in Leawood. I notice what blocks they live in. Yes, YHWH was in charge of even their location on this earth to keep them safe.

Now, when we go to Isra’el at The Feast of Tabernacles, it is a good thing, but not necessarily a ‘God-sighting.’ It is what we do to honor, The Instructions.

When American soldiers got lost in IRAN, it is YESHUA that was witnessed standing on top the cave where the soldier was hiding. His glow was seen only by the pilot that would then move by faith. His faith from his mother stepped into that scene and made the rescue happen. Is God still here? Absolutely.

God has us in labor right now in 2026. We are added into His herd where weeping will be no more.

Morning Devotion August 23, 2026 http://www.esword

“The voice of weeping shall be no more heard.” — Isaiah 65:19

The glorified weep no more, for all outward causes of grief are gone. There are no broken friendships, nor blighted prospects in heaven. Poverty, famine, peril, persecution, and slander, are unknown there. No pain distresses, no thought of death or bereavement saddens. They weep no more, for they are perfectly sanctified. No “evil heart of unbelief” prompts them to depart from the living God; they are without fault before his throne, and are fully conformed to his image. Well may they cease to mourn who have ceased to sin. They weep no more, because all fear of change is past.